~place for me to lament~

040608

2008-06-04T21:48:00.003+08:00

waoh... back to writing blog again, but then again, almost everytime i write in a blog, it is about something bad la so ya...

bad week for me... ended the last with a bang on Aristal 2008 at UCC. it is definitely something that will be in my memories forever de! haha... so fun dancing with all my friends and cca mates and juniors once again... realise that it is actually one of the things i look forward to everytime for the past 1-2 mths...over just like that! oh man... i'll miss that period of time!

started the following day bad... initially planned to go out... but a fever broke out, and vomiting followed, later diarrhea... and diarrhea... and diarrhea... for 2 consecutive days... must be the food i ate la... but ya... went on for like 2 days? came out all water...total loss of appetite... sux man the feeling... totally made me feel like dying...

monday came and i still havent recover, so took mc and rest at home... only to keep having diarrhea as usual...sucky days went by, but tuesday still came and it was still book in day...

sigh... the following stuff made my day totally bad... just felt depressed and worried and stuff... all this book in thing is still not being used to by me... been so long already, but im still like tt... week after week i worry... week after week i fear... for wadeva things i oso dunno... i only scare i nvr do this nvr do that, do this wrong get screwed, do tt wrong oso get screwed...

sigh...not like im not getting these moods suddenly, but that day was unusually bad...i really felt like just giving up...felt so tired...so mentally exhausted...sigh...oh well...guess i have to get used to it ba...cos im a clerk...and my life is so much better than other ppl...cos im a clerk and it is v slack...sigh...oh well...wad more can i say?

this life is so bleak...being in camp is like so suffocating...salvation seem so far away..........the day im truly saved will be that day i ORD... only then can i truly feel happy i guess...

thanks dear...for being with me thru this period of my life...i really dun think i can ever push on without u...and also friends...for the past few months, dancing with frens, it really made me feel happy! truly truly happy! so sad it's all over... everything's over... now it's all NS and NS and NS and NS... nth but NS............

020308

2008-03-02T20:07:00.002+08:00

whee~ a nice day at the zoo! wahaha~
after the past few days when everything doesnt seem just right, finally a day which is really happy! wahaha~

went to the zoo for a date!lol~ tho it doesnt sound like a nice place for a date at first, but it turned out otherwise! it's actually quite a nice place to walk arnd and enjoy each other's company=)

first stop we went to look at the white tigers. the male tiger was horny la! all of a sudden went over to the female tiger who seemed to be sleeping and started humping the female hahahaha! everyone started laughing like hell la! cos the female totally not interested and was like continue sleeping there.. sad case for the male tiger lol~ the male tiger din even get to go into the correct hole la... hahaha!

then went on to see the kangaroos and animals tt can be found in the australian outback~ followed by snakes~ orang utans~ polar bears~ cheetahs~ lions~ rhinos~ giraffes~ etc etc etc~

whole trip was quite short tho~ luckily managed to finish the zoo before it started raining~ wahaha~ took quite a lot of photos too! heh~ oh man~ wonder when the next trip will be and where will it be? wahaha~ i wan to go on more dates! lol~

anyway~ happy 18th month dear@!!=D

210208

2008-02-21T21:02:00.003+08:00

not exactly the best of day for me... started out fine in the morning... felt v lazy to do work so i lazed arnd... slowly slowly noting down stuff i have to complete... by afternoon came i was looking forward to the end of the day... then work started flowing in... need to print out certs... print BRO... etc etc... and dy suddenly told me got something to tell me! great, it's in those kind of grave tones that you surely know something bad is going to happen... so i waited... and waited.. voila, conference over... came out and i heard i might be signing extras! wahaha wad a piece of good news... i surely done myself in! f***... why?? cos i nvr schedule someone from my dept who hasnt cleared atp for the shoot next monday! and it's all too late cos imt was today! and they wanna find someone to shoot! and that's me! how nice! im justing waiting for the bullets to reach me... haha... wad a nice way to end the day eh? so damn bu gan yuan... how the shit am i supposed to monitor every single one and every single shoot??? damn it... it's not like i dun have my stuff to settle la dammit... so f***ing pissed!!! arh!!! and im already trying to avoid mistakes as much as i can and here it comes! carelessness... guard down... extras come... f***ed up life la! do i everyday have to worry bout when im going to get screwed?? i'll just go crazy la! how am i supposed to know everything and do everything??? dammit... AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

220108

2008-01-22T11:29:00.000+08:00

woooots~ realised this is the 1st entry i m going to write for the year 2008 lol~ have been too lazy to touch this blog le la hahaha~ not like i got much stuff to update also lol... everyday, every week just going into camp and squat there doing work, busying myself from morning to night... all the after office hours can slack thing sometimes are just so nonsense... haha.. oops there i go again...=P

now that the HR audit is over, tot can finally relax le, but it seems im quite wrong bout it... the low key period is far from coming la... everyone in my department tot can slack le, but right after the audit more stuff came in for us to complete... Certificate of services, afrs, charge reports. . . etc etc... everyone got stuff to do once agian la... somemore got the mobilisation thing... need do tagging and shit... why cant they just cut us some slack? damn it... haha...

nvm, now im currently on MC~ dun care wad u all gonna say la... wad chao geng... wadeva la~ if i dun try to get MC for my 2 yrs in army, i would not have really been in the army le la... army life is bout getting out of work at times de lo... came to the realisation that one cannot be too devoted to his work in the army, esp NSFs, if not the organisation will just leech u dry... as in seriously LEECH you dry... they just take it for granted that you are there to "help" them... so better learn how to siam some of the work ba~

yesterday just went to pluck my last set of wisdom teeth. wah lao eh dunno why this time more uncomfortable than the first time la! dammit it... the doc who operated on me this time like bit more rough sia... i can practically feel him using the tweezers to pull out my teeth la! if not for the anaestethics i will have died of pain i think=S now suffering the backlash of the extraction...right side of my mouth like weird weird one... can feel the throbbing in my gums lol... and for dunno how many days i wont be able to touch solid food... sigh... oh well~ for that one week MC i think this is wad i get ba~ hahaha~ think it's still worth it~ lol...

hopefully this sat the mobilisation will only start in the afternoon after lunch... if not ar... my first dance prac when the choreographing officially start will be missed... cannot la... i dun wanna miss the first one hahaha... scarly got pair dance then i missed it then how? LOL! cannot cannot~ wahaha~ looking forward to this sat~ wheee~~~=DDD

January 08 le~ one more year left! jiayou ba~! let the time pass and get out of the sucky camp once and for all!!

10 apr 07

2007-11-10T20:45:00.001+08:00

i was thinking to myself suddenly just now... why do i dread going back to camp every week... why am i so scared of having so much work? no matter how much i tell myself all those work are actually not tt much, just need to slowly finish, i cant ever persuade myself that it IS actually gonna get completed... everday i go back in, i find that work that is completed will soon be overwritten by new tasks. work not completed just added on to my to-do list... it is just so... so hateful!!!

sort of realised the answer to my question... i fear going back to camp and doing all those work... i fear that i will do it wrongly... i fear that because of that error i will be given extra duties... i fear that my rights of being allowed to go home on weekends will be wrestled away from me... i fear the scoldings from all the higher ranks...

so many fears... how am i going to maintain my sanity for 14 mths? i know i might sound like im just grumbling... just pure complaining... cos im just a lowly clerk... clerks are the slackest job anw... what's there to complain bout? i dun need to go through grueling physical training, i dun need to do outfield, i dun need to do alot of other stuff that combatants do... so what rights do i have to complain??

i wonder too... why am i complaining? why? am i just too lazy? just too lazy to want to do anything? i dunno... maybe i AM lazy... that's why i complain... everyone else goes to camp, who am i to complain anyway?

forget it.............

160907

2007-09-16T09:34:00.000+08:00

oh man...how much worse can this get...din ever think tt i'll be in camp at this time...esp when it's not officially my duty...but wad can i do? sigh...suay suay today im the reserve duty clerk... and bo yang has fever... sigh... suck thumb lor... haha...

sry dear... this made things worse for u... birthday in the period of major exams is bad enuff... im in camp and i cant do much to celebrate your birthday...sry dear...but still! i wanna wish you a very very very happy birthday!!=)

i know this isnt much, but this is the most i can do in camp le ya? dun worry we'll celebrate our birthdays tgt on mine then~=)hopefully i dun suay until tt day my brithday off have to be eaten off again... if really so... wah... this month really sucks to the core le lor... then i'll really be v pissed le... stupid SAF... stupid NS... haiz... and i still have duty on this tuesday! ARH!!!!

roar~!shldnt go think bout these lousy stuff!grrr... let this lousy 2 yrs pass!haha...

Deardear now officially 18 yrs old le!=D tt's a gd thing!wahaha~not small girl le lo~18 yrs old is maturity age le right?lol~sooooon going uni le leh~know deardear these few months v stressed out becos of your A lvls but hang in there ya?it'll all be over soon de=) and dun keep thinking u cant go uni ya?u nvr know until u try and i believe u can de!even i oso go into uni le lo!i nvr study alot alot like most ppl and yet i manage to squeeeeeze into uni...u study so much confirm can de!=D

so here i wish deardear a happy 18th birthday! and more happy birthdays to come tt we can celebrate tgt k? i promise u tt!=) <3

6th july 2007

2007-07-06T21:41:00.001+08:00

hmmm~ it din occur to me i would end up writing tonight once again till a while ago... before tt you were still telling me tt u like to read my entry de then i dun intend to write today cos i dun wan to let it seem like i wrote just to show u tt i blog haha... but now there's something to blog about le...

din feel anything bout it until just now when i was chatting with my camp mate... this morning got a phone call from my upper study and he lectured me bout being irresponsible cos i nvr get anyone specifically to follow up on my job of looking for 20 goretex jackets... think tt ttally ruined my off day ba... for once i tot i could get my mind off the usual trying to complete my job routine and have a nice rest at home, but apparently i cant ba... all cos i left behind an incomplete job...
i manage to find bout 15 goretex jackets and bout 4 other which might be at the owners' homes, and with tt i went home... fine i din really ask anyone in specific to take over my job, but i did tell my other frens tt ppl might come over and hand the jackets... so in the end today some complications occur and apparently not all the jackets came...so end up my job isnt completed... and NO ONE knew bout following up for me... cos apparently "everyone's business is nobody's business". no one helped out cos i din pinpoint specifically... ok... i got scolded for tt... well shld i just say i deserve tt scolding? i suppose it's for my own gd ba... cos if i nvr get it done tomolo i will get scolded nonetheless... but really ruined my day... my whole off day...gone like the wind...up to now do i feel all the damn frustration building up in me...so bloody frustrated...all cos of how an organisation works...guess it;s not easy to take offs ba...or shld i say im just pure stupid to take an off today knowing i din FULLY complete my job? anything la... take it as a lesson learnt...........im just irrespponsible la ya? shall take it as tt ba... it's just my fault...

sry dear...nvr tell u this but ya dun wanna ruin ur mood cos just now i still ok de... until i began talking bout it with my camp mate...then all these emotions got over me...but i glad nvr talk to u bout it cos i used alot of vulgarities cos of my frustrations...guess im feeling better now le ba?

in a new unit...a new life for 2 yrs

2007-04-07T20:39:00.000+08:00

hmm now into another part of my NS life le...supposedly the slack part, tho quite lengthy..oh well...im a clerk in jurong camp which is like a 1hr plus trip from my home and the transport fare adds up to $3 per trip back or forth...idiotic...cant they just post me somewhere i can go to easily?oh well so wad if it's far...im supposed to stay in anyway...whether or not i can go home everyday doesnt really make a difference...in this case i think i would prefer to stay in ba...save money lo haha..but staying in is so lonely...im like the only one my age there... all the others are either older or we dun click... oh well... if oni im there with all my classmates and dance mates... wah.. i dun mind staying le! haha.. or if i can bring u in...life would definitely be much brighter inside there...oh well...now i can finally not scare bout ppl knowing le~ hahaha so i can just talk anything i want here lalala~ anyways, i just hope tt these 2 yrs will be like a breeze tt will blow past me in the glance of an eye!then i can be out again, look for my frens... spend time with the ones i love!hahaha...till then~i will savour every moment of freedom i have in the weekends!

ganbatte sc haha...i believe u can hang in there de la...dun get depressed ya?250+ more days oni...most likely u wont c this la lol but im sure all the rest will give u moral support de haha...strive on mr officer wong LOL!

pass out le!

2007-03-14T21:10:00.000+08:00

oh my oh my...when was the last time i been here to update sia?hahaha feels damn long le!hmmm finally passed out from BMTC liao... feeling of being free for the next 2 weeks is so shiok! haha... but sadded.. everyone oni know pes C ah gua soldiers~ no pride no nothing... nvm, let them say ba... i oso know im a gua soldier.. field camp like a adventure camp only... haha of cos ah gua lo~ but oh well BMT was ok la quite fun... tho like there are bastards in the society, the same thing applies for every company... all i can say is different ppl do things different way and attitude differs la... oh well...

realised how much my temper has changed... i get fed up more easily nowadays... stress can come up and my tolerance lvl has decreased quite a bit... i still rmb how i used to be so happy go lucky with my siao siao attitude... only flaring up like dunno how once in a while... in bmt... every few days i can flare up...oh well...

now tt i have passed out, guess i wont c those tt i dun really like le ba...but sad thing is i din really make very very close frens inside ba... the closest frens are still those who have been with me for quite a long time... but still views differ... and even frens wont agree to wad i do sometimes...

guess i just have to stand firm...im too easily waivered... all becos i try to make other ppl happy... give in to them and stuff... let myself be the one being mocked... so be it... they happy jiu hao ba...but wonder how long this kind of stuff can last... i seriously wonder... esp with current issues on hand...nvm.. i believe i can persevere thru this...

wonder which unit i get posted to leh... hopefully it's some 9-5 vocatio near my hse haha! then every go home so shuang~~~ let those pes A n Bs envy me~ hahaha oh well tt's wad we deserve for having no pride at all like sc said... or rather he said it the other way... we deserve no pride for being in those kind of vocations.. oh well...

pre-NS days

2007-01-05T23:12:00.000+08:00

oh my god another long long long period of time since i last updated this blog of mne le haha! was feeeling toooooooooooooo lazy to update it lol~ nth muhc to update bout anyway.. now everyday is spent on just games and more games, nth else! sianz soon this will cause me death due to boredom man... now tt work has ended, tho i still haven re4cieve my pay and im starting to get impatient, i have nth much mroe to do le=S especially since i just had my class chalet, which i think will be the last acticity i have before i get into tekong... died... bit scary thinking of wad it is like to go there.. somehow it feels like im going on a camping trip, but then again the period is too long to be a nice one le la haha! oh well, hopefuly mine will be slack since i pes C~~ lalala~~ i knwo im gay~~~ hahahahahaha!!! think im just going to stick to playing my ps2 for the rest of my holiday le la... 21 more days to go~ here i come takong and botak head!!

wahhhh

2006-12-09T20:05:00.000+08:00

wahhh... been eons since i have updated this old blog le sia haha!! after As le me busy busy mannn lol! haha no la.. just too lazy to update! busy finding games to play, playing games and slacking as much as i can! now tt everything is over for at least 2 years!! everything just feels so great la! the feeling of finally having a well deserved long long break from studies after 14 yrs of non stop education?? oh man... sooooo lonnnngggg hahaha... but now the busy time starts again! cos im working! oh man... working is as tiring la!! lucky i have friends working together with me.. i cant imagine if i have to work alone in an environment i dunno la! tt will sucks like hell lo... somemore i dunno the ppl there... wont ever know if they are backstabbers ornot... but oh well! hahaha now working in grand hyatt.. working environment is not bad la but feel like slapping a few of the ppl there... stupid ppl who think they are biggies... assholes... just cause they work in an office while the rest of us wear low class uniforms moving stuff.. suck my balls man! those bitches and bastards... holy piece of crap............
roar talk bout them also make me boil haha but oh well the work quite fun la! we got a nice in charge who takes care of us~ tho now really is busy like hell cos of the christmas season~~ alot of deliveries to make~ but deliveries oso not bad la so far the reciepents i met are nice niec ppl so no bad experience~~~ better not let me met up with any if not im going to burst again man haha~~
ok~ time to end off~ i wish everyone who is now working happy working days and those slacking happy slacking! LOL!

A's are coming...

2006-10-31T21:15:00.000+08:00

hmm...the most impt period of time for a jc student is coming...let us welcome the arrival of As... sigh... i haven really beeen mugging damn hard but i am confident in saying i did study... but why do i still feel this immense pressure coming down on me?? for a long time i've been trying to find reasons to calm myself down like telling myself nvm no 3As still can get into uni.. but it doesnt work!! i just keep having this feeling i will do badly enuff not to get enrolled into one... sigh... n it's not like i dun want to mug 24/7 but i really just cant!!! RAH!!!... fuck it la... everyone is mugging except for me... roar... msn is gettting so cold nowadays.. so few ppl online one... all doing their best to study to mug.. im opposite, playing we9 evreyday... haha... bound for death man... died... lets countdown to death... tick tock tick tock...

PRELIMS ARE OVER~

2006-09-20T19:59:00.000+08:00

WHEEEE LAST DAY OF PRELIMS~~~! IT"S OVER!!!!!!!

prelims day 4

2006-09-19T16:03:00.000+08:00

prelims day 4.. second last day!!! WOOHOO~

Currently:
all the previoud posts shld have given the stuff~

Econ P1 --- DOWN...
Econ P2 --- DOWN!

and econs is over~~ left with one more day of physics! and i soooooooo dun feel like studying for it hahahaha=PpP

prelims day 3

2006-09-18T15:42:00.000+08:00

after 4 days, finally the prelims is starting again on a fresh new day of the week! is that something to look forward to? NAHHHHHH~

Currently:

Math P1 --- DOWN

Physics P3 --- DOWN
Econs P3 --- DOWN

Math P2 --- DOWN -----> final note... there goes my As for math... gonecase...

prelim day 2

2006-09-13T20:14:00.000+08:00

hmm.. time for the day 2 update~

Currently:
Math paper 1 --- down

Physics paper 3 --- down (not going to expect much...)
Economics paper 3 --- down (confirm not going to pass...)

waoh.. record seems to be quite woooots zzz...

and prelims have begun

2006-09-12T14:01:00.000+08:00

---STATUS FOR PRELIM---

Currently:
Math Paper 1--down (and i think i really mean down...)

everything tt has to end shld be ended

2006-09-04T20:51:00.000+08:00

oh well... everything tt has to end shld be ended... maybe not in the most glorious way... but still, nth can change the result alr... everything's over... heartless as this can be... accepting it and moving on is the best thing to do ba...

maybe...

2006-08-16T15:21:00.000+08:00

maybe i should...

now just wad the hell is going on??

2006-08-15T19:46:00.000+08:00

just... wad... is... going... on...???

titleless

2006-08-13T15:49:00.000+08:00

hmm i seem to know wad's going on le... but nah i dunno wad else to say... but just wad i feel. one can nvr force himself/herself to like someone, but if he/she suddenly feels something... why should he/she force the feeling away? hmmm... rahhh dang it i make myself so frustrated over this shit for wad-.-

PRE PRELIMS

2006-08-05T00:12:00.000+08:00

hmmm, beeen so long since i last blogged again~ been lazy and busy and stuff to do so... but oh well since i haven done so for quite some time, decided to just take a bit time out to blog bit bit. hmmm only several weeks left to the prelims, which is really terrorising me out. even slackers like me starting to feel nervous la. cham le la... really super scared of how i will fare. rahhhh... CT2 results haven been a gd one apparently and im supposed to see mr mark low for my poor results... do revision paper for physics, so many problems one... sighx. am i really hopeless? arrrhhhh!! cannot make it laaa... sighx... wad will happen to me? cna i last?? haizzzzz...

ARGH! someone pls tell me wad to do with my sis-.-

2006-07-17T20:58:00.000+08:00

dang it. i seriously am just so damn tired le. come home after a long day still have to listen to all those complains my grandmother have to make bout my sis. damn it la why must my sis be so inconsiderate. bloody hell and i seriously just cant seem to knock any sense into her... and im starting to consider whether i should just take the meaning of "knocking sense" literally. she bloody hell knows tt my grandma is afraid to be at home, yet she wont even come home early when my grandma calls her to come home. she RATHER sleep at her fren's hse just because she is running a fever. like WTF?!!?!? sick alr go home la! go fren's hse for wad?! shit her la. why cant she just do anything tt will make me acknowledge her and not talk about her and just fume over wadeva she does. damn it.

anyway went to watch pirates of the carribean : dead man's chest today with whole class under the treat of mr tay. shiok ar~ it's a super nice movie even for someone like me who haben watch the first episode. johnny depp is seriously comical la! or rather it's the whole show tt's funny. humour lingering everywhere in the show lol~ it's a highly recommended show by me!( tho i seem to have watched this show abit late lol, think everyone watch le) haha. oh well... think i better go do my math le if not later gotta sleep late again.

oh this reminds me! i have watched 2 movies in like 3 days?!? woohoo hahaha this is siao. imagine the amount of money i have to fork out. luckily this time got mr tay treat us ar hahaha.

thankew...

2006-07-03T20:06:00.000+08:00

thanks for the confidence u have given me as a guy during these 2 months... but i guess all these were not meant to last? but still move on ya? at least everything ended nicely...=)

less stuff to lament bout

2006-06-14T19:20:00.000+08:00

getting longer b4 i bother coming up here to update anything lol. less and less things to lament abt. maybe i shld close down this blog? hmmm then again maybe not. this blog is like how many mths old alr and a gd way to keep myself busy hahaha. oh well, been a good many weeks since my last post and i haben had felt any better in the past!=D hmm but i guess staying at home most of the time isnt tt good too, i'll just be stuck to my com. arh need to study harder. been telling myself tt for dunnno how long but it doesnt seem to get into my mind! hehx guess im just way too lazy=S man. boredom at home is unbearable. if only i can just go out and enjoy some recreation. hahaha.

-absence does make the heart grow fonder, even for a day. at least tt is so for me-

first date

2006-05-29T21:43:00.000+08:00

wad a disastrous movie lol. our first movie tgt and it was such a havoc ahhaha~ and we realised it all happened in a chain of events la! first on the night b4 i initially tot i could not make it cos of my sis running away from home... then after tt my sis was found and then became she cant go cos she not feeling abit well but after tt we went in th end~ lol. then on saturday when we were having lunch at burger king, yet another "unlucky" thing happen lol.as we were eating halfway this cleaner dropped a cupful of coke on the floor and nearly splash onto us!! wah but lucky our reaction fast enuff then nvr dirty our feet! but tt was not all!! reach the cinema le, we decided to buy some food in to eat. her mocha spilled abit and dirtied her hand la! hahaha! and for the grand finale.... super ultimate.......
the first time tt we ever watch a movie until so paiseh-.-... we went in to our seats...only to realise tt someone else was sitting there. we checked and discussed with those ppl to discover tt our tickets were dated 28th which means sunday!!! whcih is like oh my god... both of us super shocked , totlaly dunno wad to do but we decided to just stay there and occupy some empty seats, hoping no one will come=S both our reactions were the same la! we kept looking back at the door every few seconds to check if anyone is coming towards where we were sitting and we finally heaved a sigh of relief when the show started n we laxed a bit le...
... just then we saw this grp of ppl coming towards us...... DIEEEEEE~ we had to move out and get a change of tickets which i think we deserved cos the personael there gave me the wrong printing when i pre-ordered dammit,... but we got lousy front row seats la sianz-.-.... totally embarrasssing la! whole cinema turned and looked at us-.-.. my gosh. disastrous but sure memorable eh?=P hahahahaha~

undescribable

2006-04-29T20:37:00.000+08:00

been quite long again since i last updated~ oh my seems like im updating less and less each time le! nvm im just too lazy le la haha. bahhh who cares~ lol. had napfa today which i was like so close, so so so so close to getting full marks la! grrrrrrr... all As except for my 2.4km run=( and to make things worse i missed the A by just 2 seconds?!?!? oh well, guess i just am not destined to get 30 points this year bah~ heck heck. i got much happier stuff to think of =DDD lalala~ that feeling is so undescribable~ =) just cant seem to find the correct phrase or words to describe it. bleghx wadeva. lol~

ARISTAL

2006-04-22T14:30:00.000+08:00

nearly half a year of preparation... a road of blood and toil... now it's all over...
i seriously am going to miss these past few months tt we all spent together.. be it in the backstage toilet, the hall, the gym, the studios... all of these where we perspired and danced and perspired, where we all got our blisters and injuries, where we just had lotsa fun tgt! from the bottom of my heart! when will this kind of experience come again? will this be the end of our working tgt for a dance production? how i wish there will be yet another collaboration for us to dance tgt again!! oh manz... but nonetheless i dare to say out loud tt we have all gone thru this road of hardship tgt that no one else in sch other than us dancers will ever experience! NJCD AND GUYS AHOY!

CT results

2006-04-05T11:37:00.000+08:00

oh my gosh. it's been like weeeeeeks since i last updated! hmmm im just getting too lazy le la! missed enrichment and wasted 55 dollars for tt since i cant go for any of the activities i paid for-.- oh well. hope my grabdpa's happy up there=S CT results are back and i aint too happy bout them tho i guess i shld have expected it with my l;ousy efforts at studying for it. dance night coming soon and darn excited! must dance well in this last grand dance! lol.

wad a rushed entry. HECK im LAZY! muahaha~

CT ends...

2006-03-22T22:20:00.000+08:00

ok it shld be a gd day since CT is ending. but turn of events at the last part of the day. had dance. and the bloody OM had to be guai lan. nvm. call his head lo. no principal there like very big. sound angry lo. snap at us. wadeva. u're just a puny mice, oh no i mean RAT, standing behind cheng. so wad. be glad singapore has laws. every society has law. or i will have confirmed a permanent dent in yur RAT face u f***ing piece of s***. so scared of trouble dun be OM la. @#@#%#!#@!#@!#$$%$#!

Hmmmm

2006-03-08T20:30:00.000+08:00

lol whao im tagged by wenlin hahaha~ so here i am doing this lame lame stuff~

7 things to do before i die:
-Finish my road of education
-Find a job with a stable income and not get sacked
-Start a family
-Put up gd performances for every dance item i dance in, esp for coming cultural nite
-Pair dance with someone i really want to dance with
-Let my mother live a gd life when she's old
-Live a life of no regrets

7 things i say:
-yo
-haha
-im bored, can entertain me?
-lol
-vulgarities (oops, mostly to guys oni cos girls mind tt=\)
-oei....
-dunno liao leh... i say alot of things... but most of time end up being physical=S

7 books i love:
-Harry Potter series
-Medieval fantasy books
-I
-rarely
-read
-books
-one

7 movies i love:
-Jurassic Park series
-The Tuxedo
-Harry Potter series
-Dodgeball
-Into the blue
-My boyfriend is type B
-INNOCENT STEPS (MY PERSONAL FAVOURITE!!!!)

7 ppl to tag:
-shiu cheong
-xiu yi
-xin ming
-yu quan
-li jing
-jie ying
-jestyn

finally done=\\\ hahahaha. so lame lame la. i practically anyhow do oh well~

CT nearing!!

2006-03-05T09:29:00.000+08:00

oh my goodness, haben update for 1 week ++ le! woohoo... too lazy la~ come online to play games nia. and this bloody game is pising me off... play for a few minutes hang one time... i m so not going to play this game again... lousy hosting server... bahx...

hmmm.. now lemme think wad happened for the past week... as li jing has mentioned.. i have goldfish memory. how did anyone even do experiment on memory of goldfishes???? lol. interesting topic. haha. anyway wad i recall doing for the past week was dancing la. wednesday dance and saturday dance. but saturday's dance was way cool~ THE NARUTO FAN DANCE! SO COOOOOL LA! i love the moves~ and im sure alot of ppl love the moves too!=D it is just so c-o-o-l! woohoo~ watch the girls ya tui oso shiok. they ya i watch and fan myself with the fan~ lolx. poor things. =P

oh and i remembered going out with my class ppl after sch on forgot which day le. we went KAP! haha it was so bloody funnny la! we were like shooting each other there. shoot = suan. not the literal shoot. anyway yea we were anyhow pairing ppl up and jingyi kana paired with dunno how many guys. over the week we called her hot stuff le hahaha! funny dao siao. esp in sch when jun xiong ka jiao her by acting to be her boyfriend.=.= corny shit. lol~ poor john and kh~ HAHA!

one more week and CT1 will be smacking our faces. and i haben done any revision. how dead can i get.... die le la.. im stressing myself but then i am not putting in any effort to go and study!! wad kind of person am i la! bloody... must start studying!!!=(

danceworks 06

2006-02-25T20:22:00.000+08:00

saturday! means dance day~ oh well finally finished the item "shiang" alr!! woohoo! shiok ar, but then very tiring to dance! dance three times oni want to die liao!!! and we dance so suckily=( item nice but dancers dance until not very nice=( nvm! we shall diao the dance! it's just so irritating tt the sch oni BEAR to ALLOW our instructors to come once during the holidays, out of the three practises we have. like wad the hell la! so stingy for wad? nah beh... seriously lo, want results but dun wanna pay for it. wad kind of policy is tt? if this was applied to the economy i think whole economy collapse le la. we need the instructors and they just dun wanna pay for it. AND they dun allow us to pay by ourselves? like wad? scared tt the parents will come and complain to the sch and QUESTION the sch? if dun want then pay for the instructors la! some more alr trying to be cheapo by cutting their wages le. piece of shit. wonder how u do yur accounts-.-

anyway went to watch danceworks 2006! it was nice! i mean NJ's item!! IT"S COOL LA! made all of us high! wooohoo! but it dint win anything.. like wtf??? IT SHLD HAVE WON TOP 3 LA! bloody. kayu judges... si bei kayu la. basket. roars! but nvm NJWCD U ALL ROX! NICE DANCE OUT THERE!!

argh

2006-02-24T20:59:00.000+08:00

argh! hates it when my mother throws her temper arnd. hates it when she screams. hates it when she just keep pouring old scores to substantiate her own viewpoints. hates it when she just wont accept any sort of explanations. hates it when she just screams at u saying u are trying to pick a fight with her when u raised a bit of yur voice in frustraton. hates it when she thinks she is the only one with a temper. hates it when she thinks only she can scold us. hates it when she thinks she is right all the time... haiz. time and again she will just bring up the same old issues and pile them up together and lump them and throw everything at u just to find faults with u to vent her anger. bloody. and i can do shit all cos she is my mother. rarrrrr.. dun even know she watch "i not stupid 2" for wad. like did she even learn anything?=.= ah wadeva.

like stones falling from the sky...

2006-02-21T22:05:00.000+08:00

first this... then that... and now another thing. why did so many things have to happen all at the same time? ah.. and it's not like these are gd things dropping from the sky... haiz...

-my condolences... stay strong-

wake up la

2006-02-20T19:52:00.000+08:00

wake up la kendrick... pointless to continue deluding yurself... just get on with yur life.

disgusting

2006-02-19T18:36:00.000+08:00

woohoo today is a SUNDAY! yet i had to wake up at 6.30!!! bloody! all cos i had to help my family deliver a letter all the way str8 to SGH to my uncle who will be visiting my grandpa at 8. oh well~ took 190 all alone to ourtram~ slept the whole way thru and rotted at the hospital for like 45 mins? came home solo again cos after tt had to go down to bugis to take measurements for costume. met with ys they all at bugis, took the measurements and we went to have lunch at burgerking and i ate two meals! woohoo~ SHIOK AR! im going to grow very very very very fat. very. bmi now 22 le... sighx... wonder wad my fat % is now. sure very high one=(. eeee... haha. plus all the food i ate yesterday at food republic and jurong point. woohoo... cumulative effect man.

after lunch me ys sc and lr went to KAP to mug abit la. not exactly completed alot, but at least i concentrated on doing my work for at least 1++ hr lo! tho the number of qs i did was very few=( frustrating la... and it's not like i dun wanna do work. just tt i just cannot do it fast la! bloody hell... grrrr. then while we were mugging! we chanced upon this couple doing very very disgusting stuff! like omg in the public?!?!?! bet all of u must be wondering wad they did. they did not kiss, instead they pet la! bloody! and they were just sitting next to our table=.= the female was like lying onto the male and then the male had his hand in btwn "somewhere". and they were hiding their faces behind a newspapaer... like got wad bloody use la! super disgusting=S and they are like jc students i think? I THINK. not sure cos i tot i saw the guy doing tys. but anw it's just super disgusting la. -pui-

after sometime of working on our hmk, we decided to go lan! 1 hr of serius sam and CS~ we were like playing among ourselves and smacking each other with bullets la! the ppl behind us were like staring at us noobies playing arnd. hahaha or rather the noob, ME! lol. damn embarrassing. but it was fun!=D

-bloody.. i take my words back. i really hope my grandfather recovers... >.<-

njc road run

2006-02-17T22:34:00.000+08:00

wooho today is the day of the road run! shiok man! run run run! ahh so sad la.... missed top 50 by a few ppl oni!!! TT FEW!!! roars- nvm la at least compared to last year i think i made tremendous improvement le.=D shiok. sadly ignis did not get the house challenge cup=( oh well nvm! THERE IS ALWAYS NEXT YEAR! "we shall not be moved~~~" wahaha~ so funny la me and jestyn were standing at the back leading the cheer and then we realised tt we were faster than those in front! died=\ haha so cock up la! wahaha but fun la reminded me of the OGL days~ mass dance was shiok too!! woohoo!

-all i can blame is myself.. no one but myself... and myself again and again. will it help? if it will i will gladly just live a shorter life=( sighx. is that the reason why? or are there more?...-

16/2/2006

2006-02-16T19:53:00.000+08:00

omg... recieved news from my mum when i was in sch tt my grandfather had to stay in hospital for observation... had symptoms of zhong4 feng1... while i was still happily playing bball in sch... omg... pray tt he will be fine.. if not my grandma will definitely be tired out like hell one... =(

valentine's day

2006-02-14T20:16:00.000+08:00

oh man. did a super super "courageous" thing this morn la. wa... had to pluck up all my courage sia... nvm~ hoped u like tt present=) and happy v day!

fireworks~!

2006-02-12T19:51:00.000+08:00

woohoo~ yesterday was a gd day! wahahaha! ok had dance in the morning as usual with every saturday, did a new rountine warmup which is like much easier than the first few we learnt last week!! then after which guys had to go down to the new dance studio to dance whereas the girls remained in the hall for their anggun. guys dancing "shiang". finally got some advancements in the dance le after like 2 weeks? hahaha moved into the 2 minute finally. wahaha it is super nice to dance but tiring sia~ and i really mean TIRING! we even had to come up with design for our own costume, which is only pants cos we will be dancing half naked for tt dance! wheeee~ must train must train!=D after dance prac went down to slack at rgps to wait for wz and joanna and yun hsiu and jasmine with yuan jie jee poh and junhong. lin rui was with us but he left early which led him to mis out something good! we all got a 12 dollars HONG BAO!!! WAHAHAHA! free money man! sit there slack for 3 hrs and get 12 dollars, like so super worth it la! plus the lunch there is S-U-P-E-R-B!!! after that went to cine to buy stuff~~ and we headed on to millenium walk without jas and yun cos they not free le. shopped at candy empire from 8 to until like 9+? the sweets and choc selection there is humongous(not really sure how to spell). then decided it's late so time to go home! and guess wad? we caught the fireworks! i mean not literally catch it but we saw it=D IT IS LIKE SUPER NICE LA!!! WOOHOO! ok im suaku but seriously havent watch a live fireworks for dunno how long le. it was so nice laaaa. me and jo and wz were like "wahhhhhhhh.... wahhhhhhh.... WAHHHHHHHH!!!" haha they were so happily taking photos with their cam phones... only me nvr get to take any...=( at tt time i was like thinking if only watch with the correct ppl, sure even more nice one lol. super touching display of fireworks~~~=D so yesterday's a good day!=D

today was also quite fun! had senior junior class outing which was supposedly meant to be JTS!!! but then we as seniors are nice so we decided tt we shall pay for our own food la!=D went to marina again! but we went to changing appetites. the food there is WHAO! NICE=D me and andy shared a meaty combo for 3! WOOHOOO! eat until super shuang man. the sausage is nice, the meatballs are nice, the ribs are nice, the cutlet is nice, the fries are ok, the salad is nice!!! S-A-T-I-S-F-Y-I-N-G~~~ coupled with an oreo cheesecake! -slurps- though a bit of the expensive sia. haha spent 26 dollars there=\ after lunch went to arcade to play~~ played pool with aaron and zhirui and 05s14 guys=D the rest dunno go where liao~ all run home=\ but nvm super enjoyable day spent with them!=D if only everyday can be so fun and so happy...=)

bad dream

2006-02-08T20:36:00.000+08:00

omg... had a bloody nightmare this last night... seriously a bad one!! cause the thing is i dun even know for sure if it was a dream or i was actually awake. i was about to sleep at 11++ le, super tired. so i lied on my mattress and almost fell asleep immediately. but at at instant, right b4 i fell asleep or right after i fell asleep, basically the transition period between me falling asleep, i suddenly felt an eerie feeling. breathing became hard for me, and i was beginning to feel scared. tt is where the scary part came. cause i sort of felt myself ( or dreamt ) that i was awake, still not asleep, so i opened my eyes and i tot i saw these ghostly faces floating above me!!! WTH!!! i really freaked out and shut my eyes and wanted to just sleep! but i couldnt! feeling super scared! i began to want to chant the buddhist chants but i cant! it's like my mind knows wad i want to chant but my mouth doesnt know! i was desperately trying hard to chant and finally i slowly chanted then fell asleep again. wad the hell la! was it a dream? or was i awake?? omg... i really dunno. damn scary la! think i shall take it tt i had a nightmare la. and i seriously dun want another one tonight... pls....=(

everytime...

2006-02-07T20:30:00.000+08:00

i do not understand why... everytime i come home... i just have this sense of foreboding... tt something bad will happen to me.. something i will not want to happen on me... i hate this kind of feeling... but why does it keep coming to find me??? why??? im trying to keep it out of my head, im trying hard! really! but it just keeps coming back...=( it just keeps coming back...

memoir of a geisha

2006-01-31T22:24:00.000+08:00

"hope decreases day by day, just like leaves falling off a tree, until it is barren..."---memoir of a geisha. the quote shld be tt i think if i din remember wrongly? lol. got alot of others which i cant remember oso but nice nice. geishas... hmmm are artists as mentioned in the show by the narrator. but somehow it is somewhat similar to a prostitue aint it? geishas sell their artistic skills whereas the latter sells her flesh... but in the end a geisha HAS to give her flesh to a bidder to become a full geisha??? like wth? wad diff issit? a geisha = a more elegant and poised and skillful prostitute? oh my... the world of a geisha seems so complicated, they have their own politics too! complicated world yea. dun understand why the mysteries of a geisha cannot be revealed tho. and for the geisha who revealed ther life as one kanna sent threats if murder? scary. anyway nice show i think? tho it is not one meant to like have any plot or wad. basically more of a documentary complimented with a tinge of love story in it yeap~ i wouldnt say it is a complete happy ending but i supp it can be one since she got togetehr with the man she adores bah. but then agian she cannot have him completely. at most as half a wife. tt is the sad part i think?=)

paternal side

2006-01-30T23:56:00.000+08:00

oh well... went to paternal side family there for reunion lunch. din really felt like going... not even close to most of them there... anyway went still and seriously was so bored there. practically faced the tv watching programmes , sms-ing ppl with oni jasmine replying and occassionally answer my grandma's questions... like so insincere. but i seriously have nth to tok to her bout!=\ what's more i dun speak teo chew... i cant even half understand it. when my cousins came and they were happily chatting in dialect i can oni smile bitterly even tho i understand nuts about wad they toking, which is totally such a fako. dammit... argh hated this part of cny every year... and it oni have to happen to me... oni me... look at my cousins with all their new phones. all 3 have their own 3g phones. nokia N70... nokia 3230... etc... me? samsung featureless phone. forget it. tt is not the main thing. sometimes i just wonder... would tings have been different if my family was still whole. whenever my mum talks bout her decision of divorcing... i would console her tt she did the right thing... it dint bother me the least bit. maybe it din bother me in the past when i was young, but now as i grow older, i am beginning to wonder... just what does it feel like to live in a whole family? would things have been better if my mum nvr filed for divorce? would things be better? i doubt i will ever find the asnwer, but i will always tell my mum tt things would not have been better. argh.. i dunno la... but i will nvr let her know of all these, cause it will only make her guilty which i dun think she should be feeling. it's not her fault. i can blame no one either... i dun even know exactly wad happen... forget it... shant think so much... it will be a better day tomolo.

welcome the year of the dog! woof!

2006-01-29T17:40:00.000+08:00

HAPPY WOOF YEAR! oh i mean dog if u all dun know wad it sup to mean haha~ yeap wish all be blessed with luck and prosperity~~ shi shi shun li! xing xiang shi cheng!=D

went out with my cousin's family to watch "i not stupid 2" which i think is a gd show! even tho the morale of the show is kinda cliche and stuff but personally, it kinda left some kind of an impact on me.. maybe it's because the morale the show is trying to bring to us singaporeans is somewhat related to what situation i think im in bah, directly or indirectly. Basically, the show is talking about the communication problem between the parents and their child in the societies nowadays. it's very true to an extent that youngsters find it hard to communicate with their parents not because they dun want to or wad, but because it's just so hard to open up to them because they will nvr try to understand the problem in the shoes of their child. all they ever think of was the ideal child they want to mould and judge the problem according to that stereotype. nothing else matters. it may be true that parents are actually showing affection towards their child in a manner, but it definitely is a very ineffective one. but then again not always are the children correct but yea since the show is mainly abt the way parents "care" for their child... oh well. it is just so hard to talk to parents bout certain issues that are sensitive, take for example u like someone and u are just so afraid to let yur mother know. for me, i know she will nvr sit down quietly and listen to me for any sort of rational explanations nor gimme me any rational solutions. the asnwer she will give me is deifnitely u cannot possibly like someone at yur age. it is just not right. and she wont bother giving any rational explanation neither. at most she will say it will affect yur studies... and i really do not think tt is and gd explanation at all, prefectly just a mere excuse. im sure tt is the case for most of the teens of my age range out there. that is the main reason why we will not tend to open up to them, esp about sensitive issues. it's just so rare to find parents who will care fot their child in the most appropriate manner.

... oop... din realised i just wrote so much on that yader yader. oh well, another part of the show tt left an impact on me is the part when the parents quarrel. i think i should just generalise that the part of the show tt left a deep impact on me is about the current parenting "techniques" in our current singapore context. maybe it's just cause im from a single parent family bah. time and again i always say that im not in the least bit affected by it. i am still who i am. but i guess it kinda affected me abit bah. tt why i have a weird resolution since then, which i wont shamefully deny, is to be a gd parent when i grow up, a really gd one. one that will not repeat the kinda mistakes my parents made, or rather... parent. bleghx.

Of course the show aint only about all this tt makes it a gd movie! it is also super corny la! the lead actor's "ah ma" so hip lol, even use the lingo that current teens use "SO LAME!" hahaha! of course got alot of other funny parts! cliche as the theme may be, it is still a gd movie in my eyes!=D so all ppl shld go watch it! lol.

ahhhh... how do i excuse myself from tomolo... really dun feel like visiting my paternal side of the family... not even in the least bit close to them...=( feel so fake going to visit them just for the sake of visiting...

cny perf

2006-01-27T18:56:00.000+08:00

first off, i would like to wish everyone an early happy lunar new year! may all have a gd and lucky and prosperous year ahead!

today NJ had cny celebrations tgt with nj superstar! came early to lag arnd in the dance studio while helping them with miscellenous stuff so tt they can concentrate on changing costume, make hair and put on make up! was practically going to and fro the canteen umpteen times running errands~ woohoo~ oh back to about the perf. superstar and perf are not held in the same location tho~ the cny formal performance is held in hall for the j2s and ip2s whereas superstar is held in lt1 for the other 3 lvls! major man! i was in lt as a guest performer, which in this case means second round reject! but nvm it was FUN!!=D the six finalists were gd lol~ i particularly liked "JAY CHOU's" performance~ he's the oni j1 there but he was sooo gd can? si yuan oso not bad! pity i din get to hear roman sing laaa~ man~ anyway, me and kh and jestyn and jx were lagging waiting for our turn when suddenly elton came and called us out... "erm 4 of u can do me a favour? perform in the hall and help to delay the time pls" wah tt was the most shocking piece of last minute news we got... we werent even prepared to perform there la! we were oni supp to perform in lt, then suddenly perform in hall? oh my... 4 of us super nervous esp cos we were like ait voiceless in hte morn=\ but we went and i think we pulled it out well bah~ thx for ppl who cheered for me lol, it was very encouraging and i do hope my singing din scare u all away =S lol. anyway yea think we did a fine job there in the hall and since most ppl there are our friends we felt quite ok=D then we had to go back to lt to perform one more time. i think the perf in hall was better la, crowd oso better cos lt ppl were like talking when we were singing la... so sad lo... but well both singing was ok i hope. end of the performances!=D

after cny went out with class ppl in our yellow and black class jersey and mr tay to watch FEARLESS!!! COOL SHOW LA! BUT SOOOOO SAAADDDDD='( huo yuan jia died of poisoning by some cheap japanese asshole who wanna win a bet=.=... damn. lucky the jap warr is an honourable man! the fight btwn huo and him damn funny!! got one part they accidentally exchanged weapons and huo was like swinging the katana like a sabre la! wrong usage!! the jap warr even worse!! use the three link rods until he hit his own head! ROFL! but the after tt is sad le la... so sad he died! age 42 oni leh!!=( nice show! must go watch peeps!=D

-希望歌声感动了你-

full dress?

2006-01-25T21:16:00.000+08:00

bahz, 2nd rehearsal for friday lol... it's been decided then, dun need to go to hall to perform, oni need to perform for j1s ip1s and ip3s.. oh well... just wanna keep my voice till friday... then ba gua comes~ oh well...

hair cut~

2006-01-24T18:52:00.000+08:00

ooo got a new haircut today!! FOR 16 BUCKS!!! better not let my mother know... if not... i AM gonna get a hurt reaaaaaaal bad... shucks... there goes~ but not bad la i like this hairstyle! at least the puffy pompy chompy wompy side is gone! no more hair growing outwards--- FOR NOW!=D

just did a quiz i saw from my junior's blog~ ppl can oso go try~=)

You scored as Mathematics. You should be a Math major! Like Pythagoras, you are analytical, rational, and when are always ready to tackle the problem head-on!

Engineering

50%

Mathematics

50%

Art

50%

Dance

50%

Sociology

50%

Philosophy

42%

Biology

42%

Journalism

42%

Psychology

42%

Theater

42%

Anthropology

42%

Chemistry

25%

English

25%

Linguistics

17%

What is your Perfect Major? (PLEASE RATE ME!!<3)
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dance prac

2006-01-21T21:41:00.000+08:00

wad the hell after like so long nvr do barwork today at dance do!! wad the shit! totally flopcase=S now whole body aching from barwork=\ haha lousy me~ class went queensway wanting to get class jersey... but sadly like dun have leh haha some more so crowded!! bad timing to go there lol.

-tired... and i suck... really suck...-

rnd 2!

2006-01-19T17:58:00.000+08:00

oh my goodness... we got into sec rnd of auditions! like WTH!! lol super lucky? haha oh well all the best to us tomolo=\ so many good singers la~ hope nth goes wrong~ acks.

njc superstar auditions

2006-01-18T21:43:00.000+08:00

bloody hell... today njc superstar auditions.... scary la!! me and jx and kh decided to take part yesterday night like whao! lol~ then... we chose our story by tension as our song cos me and jx sang it in sec sch talentime b4! nostalgia u see~ wahaha. and we oni had one day to prepare which is actually on the actual day itself--- today!!! OH MAN. today went sch prepare during civics... we gave each of us parts to sing and we tried singing... total floppage~ kh offtune... me off pitch and stuff... how to go join??? plus i oni got airy voice-.- super sian diao... one by one me and kh chicken out... -makes the chicken noise and action- we entertained the thought of giving up and so we did. i went for dance as usual since it's a wednesday. dance until like 5+... PHONE RANG and jestyn say we joining!!! WTH!!! wad kinda notice is tt?!?! last minute la! so i rushed to lt3 and to find out he haben even fill form so we say dun fill but he did anyway~ however he also included his own name to pei us go up and give us support and courage! GOOD FREN DUDE!! and so we sang impromptu and i almost burst out luffing first part when kh sang but i controlled hard!! was practically shivering from nervousness la! bloody hell! slowly it got better but we ended up singing oni one verse and chorus then stop le. time for judges comments... like not very good liddat... dun think can go into finals but nvm=) jestyn most kelian had to sing solo cos the judge say nvr hear him sing much! LOL! so funny la! but not bad la, judges say our voices tgt sing very nice!=D dunno is humouring us or wad... BUT im gonna take it as a truthful compliment!=D gd work to us!hehe~

Orientation is over!

2006-01-14T22:02:00.000+08:00

oh man~ yesterday marks the end of STALIA ESTRELLAS!!!='( after like two weeks of orientation! but a SUPER FUN WEEK FOR US!!! all gd things have to come to an end... and just when i tot my og was super fun and high!! oh man,... how i wish orientation can continue la! s14 u all rocks man!! anyway yea just wanna say that i really enjoyed being an ogl, cos this is how i got to know more nice nice ppl like christine, ling hui, charlene, karen, aini, nani, si yuan, xiao hui, peiling, peiying and many many many many more!!!! ALL IRYL OGLS ROCKS~~ WOOHOO! ok of cos there are also many other nice ogls i met from other hses la!!=D it's really been an enjoyable time working with all of u guys!!=) us ogls rock the school down man~~woots~ yesterday came to an end with a super enjoyable dance party!!S14 PEEPS ARE SUPER HIGH MAN!! lol~ in fact~ everyone was high!! haha! we al danced and danced esp for mass dance! i like it most!! woots~ thx to the peeps who danced with me for mass dance lol~=D all in all, thx for giving me the chance to be an ogl=) it has really been a very fulfilling and enjoyable experience for me=) but now lets get back to reality, next week comes... hmk again... tests... bloody shit...

ORIENTATION WEEK 2 DAY 3

2006-01-11T22:10:00.000+08:00

this is the 3rd day of orientation le!! so fast!!! oh man~~~ so soon the sch work will start crushingg me down le.. haiz.. lets not talk bout such demoralising stuff~~ S14 ROX!! our junior class is getting more fun each day i think! today was the war gamnes day! everything went smoothly, the weather was fine exceptionally considering the fact that the past few days have been raining non-stop! AND IRYL WAS THE GRAND WINNER FOR THIS YEAR's WAR GAMES!! HURRAAYYY~~~ SAY IRYL! lol~~ very sry to arella who practically suffered all the damg=P it's like right from the start everyone chiong arella then iryl down there watch show! lol! so corny la! oops~ STILL THREE CHEERS FOR IRYL!! woohoo! after the war games was the fun but tiring part too! THE CLEANING UP! omg, so much freaking mud la! bloody field so muddy and so stinky!SMELT OF COW DUNG LA!! eeeee!! yucks! then we had to wash up the freaking flooded toilet! lol most the dirt was like clogging up the drainer la! wth. took us so long to clean up the place, until no time for lunch then had to rush to venue for senior class bonding session! wheee~ not bad la! quite fun! lol~ played the game find someone i think=\ lol basically i cheated, oooops=P haha heh heh im a big cheater! lol~ then was the cca fair=.= which is like abit pointless la=\. sad to say but seriously, not many visited our booth lo. haiz. ended up sitting down there listening to music... crapped arnd with anyone who bothered to chat with me... sighx... 挥挥袖,潇洒走...
went to watch the CNY ppl prac in the end~ then went for HOUSE DINEER AT KAP! lol~ SO FUN LA! played several games with the class, but it got exceptionally fun when most left oni left mostly rv guys lol~ then we continued playing MAFIA!! i always kena voted out for toking too much/ not toking at all=\. FINALLY LAST RND I WON AS THE MURDERER!!! WAHAHAHA! lol~ FUN! maybe tomolo shld play again!!=D

ORIETATAION WEEK 2

2006-01-10T00:04:00.000+08:00

WAHAHA WEEK 2 FIRST DAY!!! THE WALK IN!!! THE SKITS!! SO COOL!! oh man oh man~ all was cool except for the costume of mine. dammit. benjamin was like trying to "rape" me up side down inside out! lol. the toga has a cutting tooooo looooose le la haha but on the other hand cooling la. lol. but so bloody embarrassing.=\ anyway got a new OG GRP! or rather a class la! S14!!! WAHAHA S14 ROCKS THE HOUSE DOWN MAN! tho i think they took some time to warm up cos they were like super soft and oh my goodness we see the old s14 in them! tap out!! but as they warmed up things got better le la! luckily for us we got a few more enthu ppl there. and nt and linghui were like so siao la. starting scandals everywhere in class-.- haha cannot stand them man~ but stll~~ s14 ROCKS~ lol!! hope we have a more enjoyable time to look forward to the next few days!!

day 4 orientation

2006-01-06T23:39:00.000+08:00

OK ONI ONE WORD!! FUN!!! COS TODAY IS MASS DANCE DAY~~ UH HUH~~~ YEA MAN YEA MAN~~~ short and sweet entry lol. lazy to write much haha! tired tho due to excessive dancing=D

1st day of sch

2006-01-03T21:49:00.000+08:00

gosh~ first day of sch for 2006!~! first day of ogl!! excited! haha reported in sch at 6.45 for a short briefing to be given our respective jobs for the day. since it's the first day, we have to usher the ppl in. most of us are side gate ushers, which mean we have to station along the side gate to welcome the j1s in~~ me kh xm and yj moved from the sidegate up to the canteen steps! lol slacking away! oni jestyn kept saying welcome~ pls proceed to the canteen! lol si bei enthu! haha~ alot of rvians this yea man~ 132!!! we can see grps and grps coming in at any time one! haha! anyhow throw a stone oso can hit one rv i think~ lol. after tt was like slacking time le~ staff intro the ogls were like not needed to do much so went arnd the backstage and then canteen and then to the behing the hall looking for kh xm they all=D slackkkkkkk~ then after which was to being the ip3s to lt4. us ip3 ogls were like. . . like they need us to bring them there lo?O.o they were here for like 2 years alr? haha. after which went to atrium for another briefing? then went to collect money from og le! went into lt4 and sat in a while listening to wad the ip3s had to take~ they had this course or module called counselling? whereby they have to attach themselves to students younger than them to tutor them,? lol this kind of module oso got~ interesting eh? hmm my og still not bad la quite cooperative. some how heard from other ppl how uncooperative some other ogs were=( sighx. but mine oso not tt gd la=\ maybe is us ogls slack or wad, but we like totally lost contact with our ogs soon, oni to see them again after like several hours? man, like do they still need orientation or wad? osoo dunno wad we can do with them. later play with them they attitude us, dun play with them oso cannot. jing tui liang nan=\ i preferred the last session la, but oni the watching mass dance part. the singing part was so hypnotic, totally mentally strained. kept dozing off la!~=\ really tired man. one boring day just passed like tt. hope the following days will improve!!=)

THE YEAR 2006!

2006-01-01T18:29:00.000+08:00

ok. waoh another has passed. so fast la! time really does fly by quickly! oh well this year is 2006! so im here to blog on the 1st of jan of 2006 just for the sake of leaving an entry dated as such=D lame right? hahaz but i think it is very significant lo~ the 1st day of the first month of a new year! lets hope all have a new and fresh and nice beginning! HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!=D

full dress rehearsal

2005-12-30T22:09:00.000+08:00

tap outs one whole day in sch again! full dress rehearsal for the wlak in and skit for orientation 2006. oh my bloody hell i was so shocked when i saw my costume!!!!!=.= it is so... so... sexy... HAHA! it is a toga supposedly, but the side of it is so airy cos of a big big loose hole such tt i felt so weird wearing it. and i think im the oni person in the whole hall wearing tt less for a guy-.- WTH!!! the worse thing is tt the cloth used to made the toga is so SMELLY LA!!!! EEEEEEEEE!!! everyone can smell it within a one metre radius lo! ended up evberyone was shunnign me ='( hahaha~ but the overall rehearsal was fun tho~ tiring too!=D

DARN IT I HAVE HAD RASHES ON MY BUTT FOR LIKE 4 DAYS ALR!!! ARGH SAVE ME!!='( THE ITCH IS DRIVING ME NUTS!!!

OGL CAMP DAY 2

2005-12-29T21:52:00.000+08:00

oh well~ din have much strength to blog about ogl camp day 2 yesterday! WAS TOOOO TIRED!! =D so im gonna blog bout it today~ ok, day 2 was quite like the same as day 1 other than the fact tt we had to get up much earlier than on day 1=.= had to reach sch at 7... and i was like still sleepy when i woke up la! reached sch feeling groggy and alone, and i realised i reached sch abit too early le=\ was supp to reach at 7 i reached at 6.20 . bus was exceptionally empty yesterday morn lo, tt why reach sch so fast. ok shall skip abit and fast forward to mass dance learning~ during mass dance session we continued from where we left off on day 1, which was car wash~ FUN!!! after learning the dance i felt tt the dance was actually quite easy la! just tt it looked more complicated than it was b4 we learnt it=P overally~ FUN! -FAST FOWARD- ok the next FUN part is the station games!=D as part of the station games committee, we had to go for a short briefing while the rest had house meetings. we were given half an hour to prepare our stations b4 lunch. luckily for my station everything was quite prepared in a short time!=D super efficient gamemaster u see =D anyway went to help alfred with his station tgt with jestyn and some other ogls like chun long, qi ye, wei ren, xiu jing etc etc. practically having fun every moment la! haha we had to fill up the big big big big big big big big blue tub for alfred, but the tub is so far away from the water point. so the only way was to fill it up by transporting pails of water from the water point to the tub at the second bball court. chun long and frens were like getting themselves wet already by splashing themselves with pails of water la! lol! even jestyn got involved! qi ye was like asking him whether he got extra change of clothes, then without waiting for jestyn to answer a pail of water came pouring down onto jestyn! LOL. then at the water point, we were like playing with the fire hose rather than filling the pails! FUN FUN FUN! everyone was wet even b4 game started!=D and thanks alfred for the drinks! after lunch we began the station games~ waited for quite long b4 our first pair came to my station! our station was the water slide. basically one member from each team have to compete by sliding across a slope after snatching a water bomb and make it to the other side without getting the water bomb burst.( i summarised the rules of the game ) however we realised it is too aggressive le, so we improvised and changed the rule such tt they cannot burst or snatch the water bomb when one alr got the water bomb. we tried it on sarah and clarice's grp when they came. wah super flopped. sarah's grp sent sarah while clarice grp sent jessie. both of them came up and sarah got the water bomb. guess wad. the two of them practically sat in the middle of the slope smiling to each other thinking of how to roll across one another. they sat there for like a minute or so laughing and then eventually politely said excuse me and they crossed-.- ARGH flopped! haha but super funny watching them think of ways to get over but cant and end up laughing in the middle~ then meanwhile during intervals of 30 min where us station masters get to prepare for the next grp, i went to find jestyn to ka jiao him! his station was the jungle swoosh~ FUN!! then oso visited david's station which was next to mine. his was the climb up slope one. benjamin and i converted it into a sliding game for our own entertainment! FUN LO! end up jia li and even hui lin joined us! haha! until the teachers came. oops. we began to jia3 jia3. we acted like we were trying to climb the slope oni. then huilin wanted to slide down so much tt she came up with this idea of her sliding down le then tell the teacher tt is the fastest way down cos she need to get something! HAHA! made the mats and walls dirty like hell man! but by the time we had alot of fun almost gonna end le. my station sorta got cancelled by ourelves cos we found tt the location not very safe. we found a metal spkie poking out oni after the 3rd pair of grps came la! scary lo! lucky no one injured. cleaned up our station early and got myself super dirty. helped david clean up too=D during overall debrief we got our orientation package and stuff. by the time everything ended it was already 7++pm. super wet and tired. but it's not the end for us station com. had to really clean up and keep all the stuff!! SUPER TIRING LA! omg. bathed so late~~ wad's more is tt we cannot leave yet. ignis house members all had to stay back to practise for our walk in. luckily we ordered pizza to eat! waited for damn long oni to find tt the pizza was delivered wrongly!! christine "demanded" that the pizza delivery re-delivered the ones we ordered. meanwhile we continued eating and oni left 3 half eaten ones! =D got back 3 new hawaiian pizzas~ lol. stayed on until like 10 pm then can go home. but nvm la it was fun! we were like playing wu gui wu gui tiao and hai dai there lo! even roman played! super hilarious!=D IRYL OEI! haha! that was the end for day 2! long but fun day!=DD

OGL CAMP DAY 1

2005-12-27T20:35:00.000+08:00

hoho TIRED AR!!!~!!! whoole body aching now... ouch. but it was damn fun! cos today was OGL CAMP DAY 1!! wahaha! let's see~ we all gathered at amphitheatre first in the morn at 7.45am and were briefed shortly by shawn tan and hui lin. oh man. everyone was like in pe attire... and shoes. except for me and a few others. for my case, im not in pe attire nor shoes. tap. kana owned by hui lin.=\ luckily i got bring pe tee which i quickly changed after the short briefing. phew. next we were supp to go into our gamp grps. im in grp 3~ with no one from my own class=(. luckily i got some ppl whom i know in the same grp la. they did this row call thingy which was so like a military training thing la! so serious! "grp 3 reporting to shawn! grp 3 row call 1, 2, 3, ...... grp 3 reporting. total str XX current str XX. blah blah missing!" oh my, so militarised!!! haha but it became more funny after we got our grp names! we called ourselves OKAY suggested by adi, the western dance pres. came up with this cos when we do the okay hand signal, it actually looks like a 3. he pro la like tt oso can think of a name! the cheer was even better~ "everyday make a pose~ OKAY!..." oops i forgot the rest of the cheer le=\ hahaz din really spend much time with the og grp la~ ended up spending more time and having more fun with house. anyway, we went on to mass dance!! ONE OF THE HIGHLIGHTS FOR TODAY! ahaha learnt upside down by a teens and finally learnt abit of carwash~ oh man damn hard to learn!!! hiek hiek lucky i fast learner sia~ -loooks around proudly- hahaha it was damn damn fun dancing with so many funny ppl arnd me=D but of cos dancing for 3 hrs made us all totally shagggggggg~ my whole leg was like hurting la and totally drained. worst thing is after mass dance was cheering session! bleghx. had to muster so much str to shout la! hahaz~ UH HUH~~ =D after whihc was lunch then a few briefings for station games committee which im in sadly. cos i wont get to play the station games tomolo=( and i have to tend to the station for like 5 hrs???? gosh. nvm, next was house meeting. dismas and roman are classic jokers!!! haha nt and christine they all were like trying to teach us cheers and the two of them just kept interrupting in a funny way such tt everyone was luffing head over heels! ROFL~~ si bei funny! THEN TIME FOR WAR GAMES!!! BUTTTTTT the bloody weather decided to be un-nice. dammit la! heavy downpour then we ended up oni playing for like 5-10mins when we are supp to play for like 2 hrs???? BLOODY HELL LA. and we oni used like 100 out of 200 water bombs?? so sad la! we din even get the chance to try to cross the river of flour-.- grrrrr. but tt 5-10 mins wad fun tho=D roman the guru! wrapped until like a tin man~~ haha! then we gang up with terra to atk oni lignum which was in the middle of the two of us and arieus gang up with us such tt all of us dun need to cross the river. atk oni the middle house! wahaha! natalie was so ke lian la! haha bombarded until nth to say! lol~ ignis side super clean lo~ haha oni a few burst-ed water bombs can be seen strewn on the floor~ haha~ fun fun!=D short but fun war game! followed by debriefing? yea. debrief. everyone was like super tired le la! haha. had to tie up water bombs some more after the debrief. lucky got kh they all help me ar. thanks! oh and thanks wen hao for helping out too! NICE GUY!~!=D same og grp=D OKAY~~! then went KAP with kh they all and hanyang and elton talking cock there la~ haha super fun=D haiz too bad all these would end soon le. once sch restarts, i think dun have much time liao. A lvls next year. super scared=( sighx.

acute abdomen pain

2005-12-26T18:49:00.000+08:00

damn, was supp to go do sewing for the costumes today one. but ended up going home early due to sudden acute abdomen pain. bloody hell, hate this kinda pain!! it's like those pain that comes from the inside, and u feel like yur intestines are going to explode anytime u force it!~! ouch. had to endure it for like a few hrs la. luckily the pain is almost gone now after a few hrs of sleep. damn.

christmas party

2005-12-23T23:20:00.000+08:00

ok~ well today went for some sort of a christmas party tt jessica invited us to. thanks for inviting us!=D the day started gloomy tho, such a nice weather to sleeeeeep!! haha almost din want to wake up la! woke up only to hear my mother blow her top early morning... totally a bad start=\ but it got better i think? haha went to meet sc ys and lr at je mrt to go to aljunied. we were late la, all becos of sc. haha. and he really is bad at finding things la! a post box oso cannot find-.- LOUSY. reached aljunied quite late, and wad the hell i got onto the car myself alone!!! the other three of them waited for the next trip!!! for the first time i was so quiet la totally nvr tok at all in the car. no one i knew at all!! but nvm recahed ther hse then went str8 to look for jess and mel and wenlin cos they are the only ones i know there. the ppl there are quite friendly tho, the organisers i mean. they shook hands with me and intro thrmselves to me making me feel much better. then this guy called banjamin came and said he sorta find me familiar??? like erm i din even see him b4 la! haha~ party started as soon as sc they all arrived. games came first. it was so hard to play! cos of the confined space. 60 ppl in one living room. totally squeezed. so din really played much there. then was the carol singing. but i totally dunno how to sing at all=\ my first time hearing all those carols. oops. but i mouthed them la haha. literally mouthed oni.=) but wad i really enjoyed was dinner!!! dinner was sumptous! nice buffet!! wahaha then there was also a log cake~ CHOCOLATEY!! yum yum!=D sc they all took two slices la! i stupid stupid oni take one=\ left after dinner. and luckily we left early! cos the moment we left it started to rain heavily soon after! phew!jess and mel left taking the bus on the other side, so the rest of us guys went home ourselves from paya lebar station after a long bus waiting time. hmm. wonder if there will be this kind of exp again. lol.
my christmas wish...

care bear

2005-12-19T20:07:00.000+08:00

hoho, went to sc's hse yesterday again to play mahjong which was damn fun la! esp since we played with his parents?? who were damn funny and pro oso! shld look at the way his parents play! entertaining la! sc tt kuku play while only then dun play le lousyyyy!! haha.

anyway ppl go do this quiz if u want to kill time---

	Tenderheart Bear You are thinker, organizer, peacekeeper, and leader all in one. You have a power to command attention and people listen to you. However, you are often so concerned about not hurting others' feelings that you don't tell them what they need to hear and this gets you both into trouble. But you always have loyal friends to help you out.
*Take the Which Care Bear Are You?* Quiz!**

the above is mine lol~=D

swimming at sc's hse

2005-12-17T20:08:00.000+08:00

wheee~ went to sc's hse with ys and jeepoh and jun hong today to swim!~! haha FUN! some more this time we came with our juniors~ wahaha. went up to his hse first since we were hungry, and we decided to order canadian 2 4 1 pizzas! but all of us were so lazy so we were pushing the job of calling the hotline to one another, but nice me took up the job=D hahaz ok so we called and order the turkey and hawaiian flavour. standard type. BUT we made the mistake of ordering regular which was so small-.- should have ordered large la! then we were oso using his com and signing in to two msnger accounts at the same time! and they bloody hell &^^&$%%$@#$@^%^$%@@#$. haha fun eh jessica, yun hsiu? hahaz just kept rotating arnd all of us and making ppl giddy!=PpPp finally after nice lunch we went down to swim! i had to wear rv pe shorts la!! super pathetic, since my swimming trunks had become too small for me such tt it will cause some indecent exposure. but nvm! pe shorts was still acceptable=D made a splahy entrance into the pool with a front flip and then a back flip!! COOL~~ that is the only place where one can do stunts without being scared of getting sprains=\ hahaz. but i supp i am going to try the back flip without hands during dance one day i hope. and i pray i wont get injured... well after the swim, or rather playing with water, we went up to sc's hse agian. bloody sc ran up first while we went to bath in the public toilet. the worst thing is he din tell us the unit number and we dun have any phones with us. so when we were done, we went to the lift and had to press for the unit number to call... but since we dunno the unit, we decided to trial and error! and both were wrong cos no one answered. and to our horror when sc came down to fetch us, we realised tt we had gotten the wrong lvl. he lives on the 12th floor, but we pressed 15. oops. hoped we din cause any commotion within his neighbours=\ ok, played mahjong when we went up. sc was so frustrated when he realised his internet connection went haywired. he could not use internet for the rest of the day!! ohhhhhhhh. so sadddd sc. mahjong was fun tho~ i won with two big sets la!! my goodness! PRO!!! if we had played money... i dunno how much i would have won. even with small stakes i could have gotten 20+ bucks i think!! oh man. hahaz. then continued to watch sc's collection of funny vids. SUPER COCK LA. got one damn funny. we watch until we practically laughed our heads off. there was this guy who was holding two shuang jie gun. we tot he is going to do some fnatastic stunts. THEN HE DID AND BACK FLIP WITHOUT HANDS!!! WOW! everyone tot he would succeed, but nope he flopped. he fell and hit his face. but when he got up, he was like in a trance but still playing with the shuang jie gun then "BANG" crash into something!! so stupid la!!! but there were also really cool vids of these tricksters doing stunts like nothing to them. they do it in the backyards, on the streets like everywhere can be their playgrnd. omg how i wish i could get there jump heights and the strength. my oh my. after finishing those short clips, we played lf2 reinforced! and also watch sc attempt to play this super hard game la! realy is super hard. hard until u play le u can really go berserk one. i oni dare to watch dun dare to play hahaz. oh well sc, good day to u without internet haha=P

Fa Ru Xue

2005-12-14T19:59:00.000+08:00

<>--- Jay

lang ya yue

yi ren qiao cui

wo ju bei

yin jin le feng xue

shi shui da fan qian shi gui

re chen ai shi fei

yuan zi jue

ji fan lun hui

ni suo mei

ku hong yan huan bu hui

zong ran qing shi yi jing cheng hui

wo ai bu mie

fan hua ru san qian dong liu shui

wo zhi qu yi piao ai liao jie

zhi lian ni hua shen de die

ni fa ru xue

qi mei le li bie

wo fen xiang gan dong le shui

yao ming yue

rang hui yi jiao jie

ai zai yue guang xia wan mei

ni fa ru xue

fen fei le yan lei

wo deng dai cang lao le shui

hong chen zui

wei xun de sui yue

wo yong wu hui

ke yong shi ai ni de bei

la er la

la er la

la er la er la

la er la

la er la

la er la er ah

tong jing ying wu xie

zha ma wei

ni re sa ye

jin sheng wo ba jiu feng pei

NICE SONG PPL! tho erm i think i quite slow to say this now.... BUT STILL nice song!! lol cant think of anything to blog abt but i nth better to do anyways. bleghx=\ christmas is coming soon... i wish...

NJCD camp

2005-12-10T21:02:00.000+08:00

LOL back from a 3 days 2 nights camp in sch! shiok!@!! the first NJCD camp ever! and it's a success!!!=D im sure all of us had alot alot alot of fun tgt yea? hahaz. the first day of the camp was boring tho~ cos its supp to be a full day dance.... BUT ended up the guys werent even needed to dance at all cos da-su was choreographing the dance for chinese new year and guys arent included in it!=D so we practically slacked the whole of the first day! even went to play basketball la! well, most of the newcomers came for this dance camp le! WELCOME!=D although most od them are from rv la! haha there were like 8 new comers and 6 were from RV, the other 2 are from cresent girls and currently joining into the IP family! okay so the first day passed like eons to us guys, but the fun comes at night! after we had dinner, we went on to play ice breaker games which was damn fun! hahaz everyone was enthu and played tgt so there werent much upsetting stuff!=D GOOD! i really enjoyed myself and im sure all the others did too=D we played double whacko which i totally sucked at cos i kept on calling oni one name=\ oops~ and then we oso played the pass down action game which my grp OSO sucked at haha!!! so cock la! we oni got 1 correct after a veryvery very hard try~ gd work la=D we oso played elope which was oso very very entertaining!! looking at ppl run like crazy and screaming~~ SHUANG LA! esp when most started to aim oni one pair.... hiek hiek hiek. but tt was the last game we played for tt night le. anyways after tt was fun too ghost story telling la, and even and excursion wahahaha~ slept at 2++ on the first night, but din relaly sleep well... esp after lying down on a small patch of dog pee-.- thx to rocky, mr tay's maltese puppy. grrrrrrrr.

sec day was the treasure hunt!!! okay the day din start very bright tho~ recieved a call from the organising team who went to sentosa first tt sentosa raining heavily. aww man. tot can oni go to sentosa to play grp games then damn sian diao. BUT luckily for us the rain got smaller and we were able to carry out the treasure hunt after a few mini grp games=D i must say tt my grp totally owned at tanibo game lo! BRAIN IS PRO! (brain is my grp name)- members are me(incompetent leader), junhong, audrey, shunting, regina, anqi(had something on so nvr go on the sec day) , xiuyi(in the organising team so nvr play). lalala~ ok, but we totally lost treasure hunt... LAST GRP TO COMPLETE LAA!!! haha but i dare say we tried lo! we nvr kept bugging the organising team for help lo!! we shld be prd of that! and somemore they say we got VERY GOOD team spirit lehghhhhhh~ wahaha, so completing last isnt a big deal- nods nods.=DD but the treasure hunt really made all of us shag laaa, walk so much la!! my goodness. went back to sch with full body ache man=\. night time gaming again! but this time is gambling session haha. played heart attack and snap with shiu cheong, dexian, melody, audrey, an qi, wen lin and joycelin~ FUN! =DD dexian was the biggest loser laaa hahaz lousyyyyy~~~ =P we were oni starting a few rnds of murderer when we had to go sleeep=( soo bad la if we continued playing we could have got to interact more lo=((( hahaz but oso gd la, was damn tired le, good to have a gd rest.

once again, the sleep was almost flawless, until rocky POOED on the spot we were sleeping at!! ARGHHHH nearly pooed on us la!! lucky mr tay shouted oh no in time, and all of us practically dispersed la! within secs!! even those asleeep dispersed lo! hahaz! went on for games again after breakfast! played the NG 100 secs and captains ball! FUN FUN! and sry huaiying for stepping onto yur toes!!!!=\ and tt marked the end of the first ever dance camp in NJ=D GD ENDING!!! wish there would be more of such activities!!

untitled

2005-12-03T23:11:00.000+08:00

ooooh lala~ back from class chalet~~ super super tired with a bad headache due to serious lack of sleep!! totally did not sleep for 1 night all the way to the sec night 4am... wah first record breaking sleepless night for me!! bleghx but i dun wanna do it again ar damn tiring X.X super lots of rv ppl at aranda these days i think? haaha rv dance chalet was there, some sec4 batch oh students were there too, and rv netball oso there wahaha~ rv ppl like luxurious resorts lol!

anyway, came back from chalet and went out agian just now to watch saw 2. intended movie was aeonflux but totally flopped. went to PS at 6.30 with 12 ppl thinking there would be seats for the 7.20 show but... so went to lido and worse, sold out-.- so we ended up watching saw 2. lets just say tt the show has a gd twist! totally different from wad i heard about saw 1. hmm not a bad show i must say, so i will give it 3.5 stars! -1.5 for the gory scenes. but actually oso not much gory inside la just blood. most of them died very quickly. the gory only comes from the screaming? sound effects are effective man. hahaz. ok shall end here to get some serious rest le. night all!=)

the first day...

2005-11-29T20:07:00.000+08:00

28th november... wad a dreadful day... late... now is the 1st... hmm actually the second day... 17 more days to go...

bowling at sc's hse

2005-11-27T22:11:00.000+08:00

ok decided not to stay at home today and face the stupid com tt has absolutely no sense of attraction to me! so called up ys wz and jas to go to sc's hse to play bowling!!!! wahaha 1 hr $5! CHEAP~~~ and it was very very fuun! hahaz shld have seen how we all tried to be funny! slowly roll the balls from the line just to make sure that the ball goes straight! so cock. and then ys and sc both bowled at the same lane cos they were trying to ka jiao each other, and both the balls went inside the drain! STUPID!! HAHA LOUSY BOWLING SKILLS YS AND SC! muahaha~ not only tt, the guards even had to come and keep eye on the way we played-.- all becos of.... -drumrolls- mr leow and mr wong!!! try to be funny la!! hoho and all of our scores nvr passed 100 i think Oo? which is like so lousy la! hahaz we are noooobs~~~~~ BUUT NVM! NOBBIES PLAY ARE MUCH MORE FUN! esp when u try to be funny! luckily we not playing at those public bowling alleys, if not i think we all will get chased out sia=\ hahaz. then those bloody guards have to chase us off the lane at exactly 3 pm sharp, on the dot. 03.00.00 pm... like WTH LA?!? they started us late and like tt-.- no allowance one=(

went on to eat at nearby hawker centre. and sc's parents are simply so funny la! sc was like saying tt his parents will spy at him from their unit. then at tt precise moment, i happen to look up at sc's unit and poof, i see his parents standing at the window looking at us!!-.- oh my! REALLY SPYING!!! so lame la! telepathy between family according to sc-.-|| well after which went back to sc's home and we started a "gambling" den there! we played mahjongg~~ wahaha mahjong is fun when played without money among close frens! and look at wz when we start playing faster and faster! she gets so flusterd!! haha~ then tt cock sc die oso dun wanna leave the com to play mahjong-.- then after tt played btlfield 2! try flying those F16s... new exp lol... i am one kamikaze flyer AHAHA i just ram the whole plane at the enemies base! wahahahaz~

time seem to pass so quickly today. like tt, one whole day is spent! BUT FUN!! not like stay at home and rot=D

restless day

2005-11-25T19:54:00.000+08:00

wad a day. been doing absolutely nth at home for the whole day. practically cooped myself up in the room staring blankly at the com screen as if there are interesting images popping up on the screen... all of a sudden, all the games on my com are so boring. i dun even feel like clicking the shortcut to go into the game no matter how bored i am=( just listening to songs repeating themselves over and over and over...... the same old songs. slow and enticing. want to go out, yet there seem no one to be free. maybe i din ask. but then again, who shld i ask? ended up letting the sense of restlessness get all over me. bleghx. i could even get excited over my handphone ringing~ like O.o?? it's just so rare that i get phonecalls i guess... even on messenger, i feel that moment of happiness i hear the alarm sound when someone initiates a conversation with me... how kjhasdsjhd can i get... like tt i oso shuang. but that usually last for split sec. just for that split sec. then everything returns to norm. always waiting for any surprise to occur but not once has it. not once. bahx... shall not tok bout it anymore. nah.

harry potter and the goblet of fire

2005-11-23T18:38:00.000+08:00

WAD THE HELL!!!! and i mean WAD THE HELL!!! argh!! harry potter and the goblet of fire is so!! SO!!! argh frustrating!! its like a big book being cut into small small tiny teeny weeeny itsy bitsy portions~!! watched it today with mr leow and mr wong lol~ three gays! haha. was expecting a wronski feint being shown on screen during the quidditch match, but to my horror, the quidditch match scene ended in like seconds?? with oni seeing viktor krum fly a circle and waving his fist in the air~!?!? NO WRONSKI FEINT!!!! -blood boiling. ho and wad, i think i heard viktor krum's voice oni once in the whole show, think~ my goodness. nvm bout tt since tt is puny, but the quidditch match is seriously screwed up! then the first task. ONI HARRY WAS SHOWN?!?!? and its not like exactly wad is written in the book!! -almost fainting. then the last task. LIKE WAD THE HELL??? THEY NVR SHOW THE END BURSTING NEWTS n HOW HARRY FOUGHT IT!!! -brrrrrrrrr grrrrrrrr... faints. totally like so un-exciting at all la! haizzzz. and these are the onli few things tt were not shown. so much details were being missed out on, like wad many ppl have said! serioousls seriously think they shld have at least cut the whole show into two parts man.. seriously. but nvm~ we get to see cho the chubby and hermione the beauty=D hahaz i think cho is seriously... not very pretty leh.... even fleur declour looks more pretty la! nvm emma watson aka hermione is the bez~~~ b-e-a-utiful=D hoho. but i nvr knew parvati and padma patil were indians... not being racist here or wad, but they definitely seem to not fit into the whole show=\ more of a tinge of humour. SARIS ON THE YULE BALL?!?!? =X

back from chalet 4J

2005-11-21T13:38:00.000+08:00

tiredddddddd~!! back from 4J chalet after 3 days 2 nites=D ok la, like hanyong said, it was a boring one cos nth much was done other than watching tv and cycling to the nearest convenient stores to buy foood and drinks-.- however there was still a tinge of fun there la=D 7 ppl out of like the 10+ who came went to kayak!wooots! kayaking is fun!! and of cos tiring lol! whole body aching the next day=\ bahz, super tired now! shall go sleeep ZzzZzz...

ogl briefing

2005-11-17T18:01:00.000+08:00

ok today marks the end of the days i spent slothing at home in front of my com doing dunno wad other than playing games=\ cos today is ogl briefing day! hmm, well quite alot of ppl are selected as i could see when i entered the briefing venue~ waoh all the scs are siao one hahaz. when me and kh they all enetered the lt it was like soooooo noisy la! lol~ not meaning anything negative down here yea? anyways, the briefing went on for like 2 hr? a main part spent on deciding which song they are gonna use for mass dance~ but erm in the end no decision was made=\ hahaz cos there will confliccting ideas here and there~ then after the briefing was the house gathering session! wooh me xm and nt same og sia haha the other girl is called ling hui who apparently is the oni one not from s14! oops~ hahaz but nvm la! it's ok!!=D we went on to discuss about how we are going to walk in during one of the performances, with a big joke over dismas going in half naked! LOL~ damn funny la! i was luffing until my stomach was aching like hell!! >.< then they wanted somersaults-.- and immediate reaction was look at the chinese dance guys in the house, which was me and lin rui. but i seriously cannot do stunts one!!! ask me to "kang2" ppl still can... but stunts???? noooooo i cannot!!=\ oh man pls spare me this!!
well but it was fun looking at the counsellors of ignis, IRYL!!!, joking arnd la! NICE PPL=D and we shall have fun!=D

heaven pokes fun at me again

2005-11-15T22:01:00.000+08:00

pokes pokes pokes. harh harh.

house-warming at uncle's hse

2005-11-13T00:38:00.000+08:00

waha~ ok had hse warming at my uncle's condo yesterday~ which is actually just one hr plus plus ago tt ended=D heh tot it was a family gathering until i reached there! oh my almost all of the ppl there are none of those i know!=\ i think i oni know one kid there who was my auntie's niece cause my auntie always bring her to our hse when she was younger. but well i think now she dun recognise us now tt she have grown up into a bigger girl!=\ hahaz nth wrong wtih tt tho cause its understandable tt there is a large age gap between us la hahaz. anyway i went there for the part of a helper rather than to enjoy myself la=\ but nvr mind! its nice to help out in a bbq! hahaz good servant lol=D food there was gre8!! esp my ah ma's gluttinous rice! BAGUS! heh~ and of cos got agar agar which i oso ate quite a number. in fact i think my whole dinner consisted of oni agar agar and packet drinks-.- i oni at two sausages and a part of a fried chicken wing as my other sources of food.. hmm very unlike me yea? hahaha! well one day is over like tt!=D shall stay online for sometime now then go sleep when i very very tired=) tata~

~did i type something wrong? hmmm..... maybe i shld have typed wad i truly thought and not try to be funny...=\~

fish & co. and Swensons

2005-11-12T11:04:00.000+08:00

wahaha~ too tired to blog about yesterday yesterday night, so im here to blog bout it now! ghaha! went for a dinner supposedly for ex-rv dance pl, or rather for our grp of frens who happen to be in dance tgt! it was fun!! actually to be more contextually coreect, i would say tt the later part was fun la~ hahaz! me and sc and ys met up with jas first at taka, cos jas said she wanna buy something for her cousin. but well, ended up with 3 guys walking with one girl around wisma to help her find her own stuff-.- hahaaz, so much for buying present for her cousin la! as we waited for pearlyn's call to confirm a place for dinner, we started to get hungry! and we still could not decide on a place to eat, cos jas said fish an co. too oly and unhealthy! BUT the rest of us wanted tt! but being nice ppl, we decided to qian jiu her hahaha! but well, skipping the luo suo parts, we ended up in fish and co. once more. hahahaz! yu ren soon hui pearlyn and lin rui met us at dhoby ghaut and we made our way to the glass hse for our dinner! wheeee~ sucha long time since i last saw the otehr three girls le cos they were in AJC. sadly, i oni have something to tok abt with pearlyn! hahaz oops.

anyway, dinner at fish and co. was fabulous la! BUT i still cant forgive myself for always eating the small portions of the food there!! SC'S AND YS'S FOOD SERVINGS ARE DAMN BIG CAN?? SUPER JEALOUS LA! mine is like so puny for my stomach!!=( hahaz but nonetheless the food was nice!=D tok cok down there for quite some time with jasmine shooting around at me and sc once more~ always like tt one la! grrr i swear there will be one day when i can shoot u back jas!=P

now now, tt's not the end of a day tho. sc that pig wanted ice cream!! soooooo, after yu ren and soon hui left and lr left, the rest of us went on to plaza sing's swensons for ice cream! lol. how rich can we get?? -haiz tt cost me 30 dollars in a day.sobz.- anyway, over the nice nice ice cream, there was this councelling session for jasmine hosted by pearlyn ong, our own teenage super analyser and counsellor!! she is the pro la! i think oni she can make jasmine listen to her-.- hahahaz the rest of us cannot compare man! lol~ i shall not talk bout content down here since its more of pivate stuff BUT seriously, eh pearlyn ar u can go be a psychiatrist or counsellor. be our private advisor oso can la! haha!=D

after like 1 hr ++? we finally decided to leave~ which is like alr going to be 10pm? lol. the freaking bus ride home was undescribable-.- i have not had car sickness for sucha long time. but tt bloody bus ride was so long and jerky tt i almost vomitted on the bus la! was feeling so damn sick cos of that freaking jam along PIE!!! 50 MINS!!! omg... from 10+ to near 11!! grrrrrr.

oh and i was selected for OGL!=D yea! my class ppl all got selected i think! THANKS TO NT!=DD hahaz~ but also we got that OGL look la hor? =PpP but...

legend of zorro

2005-11-08T21:02:00.000+08:00

LOL~ went out with pw grp today to watch legend of zorro!! wahaha it was NICE LA! ALL SHLD GO WATCH!!! HIGHLY RECOMMENDED! hahaz~ it has so much humourous essence inside la! especially the dialouges between zorro and his wife! not forgetting his son oso! all so funy la! i was like luffing anf luffing thru the show, or i shld say AALMOST thru the whole show! lol~ it is seriously very very nice! wanted to use a quote from the show as my nick.......... BUT I FORGOT THE QUOTE WHEN I GOT HOME!!! ARGH!! nvm! i shall try my very very very very best to remember it... but i think i wont be able to la~=
and now my ah ma just gave me three pieces of muah chee! and its not those kind of normal muah chee lo!! IT IS EXTRA LARGE! tt why is oni 3 pieces!! super duper large! dunno where she buy one lol! too bad no cam to take down and put it here on my blog for all to see sia haha!

PW IS OVER!

2005-11-08T00:46:00.000+08:00

YEAA!! first thigns first! project work is officially over for NJC079 TODAY!! WHEEEEEEEE~ hahaz so excited la! no need to do stupid i&r GPP and shit le wahaha=D and the worst part of the whole PW --- ORAL PRESENTAION ---- is oso over! yipes! well, dun think i did badly today but niether did i do very weel, especially when answwering the teacher's question=\ but i guess the teachers were nice enuff to smile at us la! makes me feel much calmer. BUT!! right at the beginning i cocked up alr! so malu la! teacher haben say start i alr went on to say things le, loudly some more! oh mans, then the teacher have to tell me" eh i haben ask u start why u start?' and gave me tt kind of sian diao face-.-|| blabber blabber~ luckily its over now! wahahaz.
NJC079 is a nice grp i must say!=D if u go and listen to some other grps, they have alot of internal problems sia, which for our case does not have!=D tt is GD!! wahaha we cooperate well u see=D hahaz yea yea! and the whole grp went on with 4 sick ppl sia haha! me ish one of them! and i had to be sick just b4 the PW day itself lol. wad's worse is tt i oni went to see doc today, whcih is after the OP. like wad's the point la? hahaz. but nvm! compared to the other grps we have seen today! I AM CONFIDENT TO SAY THAT OUR GRP DID THE BEST AMOG THE THREE TT PRESENTED IN TA18!! 3 CHEERS!=D

PW

2005-11-05T22:03:00.000+08:00

oh mans... monday is OP le!!! DIE!!!! hahaz went to kh's hse today again to rehearse our presentation for this coming A lvl stuff... so stupid la... how nice if we dun have to do it... esp the i&r portion... damn, think i need to redo my whole essay for i&r again la! so sinaz... grrr...
anyway, sort of got lost on my way to kh's hse cause i tried a new route to get there whihc is by 187~ haha and cos i din know where to alight, i alighted a stop after and began anyhow walking to find his block! lucky got such a thing called the handphone la!! then managed to find my way to his hse finally=D stupid of me!
our skit is not well rehearsed tho, sad case. and mondays the final one liao!! hahaz all the best to us le laaaa=\

hols

2005-11-03T21:14:00.000+08:00

whee first week of hols! hmm quite aimless tho, either been slacking home playing com till late in the night or go sch do pw or go out with frens. nothing else le lol. damn bored laaaa! cannot! must find something to do!!

disappointment...

2005-10-29T19:54:00.000+08:00

well start of the hols le...

no amt of words can describe wad im feeling inside=(

-

2005-10-27T20:25:00.000+08:00

wah.. so fast another 6 days have passed!! time is passing by so quickly for this week!=\ hmm lemme think about wad i did for the pas few days! ehh... pw and bball in sch=\ nth else!!! oh man. SLACK LAAAA hahaz=D actually din really go sch everyday la~ went to john's hse two times!! FUN! me and pinglong are drum mastersd laaa~ tag team combo figure out how to beat the drums such tt the beat fits the songs we were playing to! haha ok la we are not masters, lol but i think we are not bad lo!=D john's hse is like so BIG compared to mine la=( hahaz and he has a grand piano at home! and a drum set! oh man!!! OH and two guitars, one normal type another is electric one! damn rich!!! lol about half of the class went his hse to do pw la! i think actually we shld just have chalet at his hse lo, can save money sopme more! bleghx hahaz.

played bball for consecutively 2 days! now damn damn damn damn tired! especially today! tt bloody hanyang made me play 4 consecutive rnds with him-.- i was like totally soaked la! whole shirt was wet!! and im totally drained=\ and then was the OGL interview!! oh man i felt so relieved it was over la! hahaz tho din really get bombarded due to a panel of nice judges+D but then i was like sweating thruout the whole interview! bleghx hahhaaz damn scared i say stupid stuff=\ hahaz. but nvm its all over!=) first time i got so much initiative la! lol hope i get in tho.

past few days

2005-10-21T23:46:00.000+08:00

WHAO! past few days was a whizzzzzzzzz man! ahahaz so SLACK! its absolutely S-L-A-C-K!! =DD there has been no more than 1 lesson each day for my class for tt whole week! its either we ponned or teacher cancelled the class!!=D and 05s14 found our new "hideout"----- THE I&E HUB! lol! we went there everyday to play the games available there la! from wei qi to chess to stress balls to com! there is nothing we dont play there! lol and i learnt how to juggle three balls tgt now le! wahaha big accomplishment!

and today was the climax i think? haha HALO--- HORROR AFTER LIGHTS OUT! IT WAS FUN LA! esp with dance ppl and my class ppl arnd!=DD went for the haunted hse and horror trail with jasmine they all, which was a total disaster! haha the girls were scared until they got all the shock while us guys get nth for the haunted hse! plus the haunted hse is so short la! b4 we know it it was over le=( haha all shld have seen the way jas tried to compete screaming with the "ghost"!! and sc was the perfect HUM-STER! hahahaz~~~ then for horror trail, us guys finally got something to be freaked out on~ first the pontianak(s). first we saw one onli, which we at first din expect it to be a diversion, cause there was another one hiding behind a pillar waiting for us!! we like ran all the way up the slope when we found out that there was a sec one la! SO FUN!! LOL, then went to the LT1 where jasmine finally couldnt take it and broke out into tears and she left with nat. the lt1 part was definitely scary la! once again its sc! hahaaz he went crumbling down onto the floor when we first opened the dooor to the lt! HAHA SO FUNNY LA! then the girls practically squeezed me to the wall-.- cause they freaked out! then after tt we came up with this strat to crawl and anticapte! like the SWAT team! LOL! but we ended up spoiling alot of the scs fun~ cause we were like exposing their plots b4 they can scare us! im sure they all du diao liao~ haha! esp when we reach the classroom block! we went opening each door to check for "ghosts" la! then there was one classroom with 2 ppl tryiong to scare us but we were like all staring at them as i opended the door! they ended up like being more chocked than us!!=PpP totally spoiled their fun! then walked to the roof part le! crawled thru this dog like hole where i exposed yet another scare , but accidentally one!! din mean to spooil the fun! hahaa cause i felt for any one hiding, then i pulled out a piece of black cloth!!! and oops, i realised someone was hiding behind the pillars again~~ but well i did not get scared but i let the sc scare the ones behind me tho!=PpP and tt was the end of the trail le~~ aiya so fun!!! then went to canteen after which joined jestyn they all at the dance party! had alot alot of fun there and we sweated like dunno wad la! so SMELLY WHEN I GOT ONTO THE BUS ON MY WAY HOME!! can imagine ppl all giving me those " u are god damn smelly" kinda faces=P

OH YEA and i got promoted with 4 SUBS!! C D E O7 lol ladder grades sia~ hahaz. and i got a shock tt my essay managed to get 29/50 when i was like so inconfident of even passing!=DD

good week i have had!! ENJOYABLE! but next week will be shit le... PW WEEK!! ARGHHH! OP!!! god bless me le la haha~

ok, for the sake of jasmine lau "tai tai" i have to add in this part-----> abt her playing basketball! LOL UNBELIEVABLE! COS ITS HER FIRST TIME SWEATING AND PLAYING BASKETBALL GAME!!! *p.s. my hse is gonna get bombed soon!!! =PpPp

NJ open day

2005-10-15T23:34:00.000+08:00

OMG past few days was like so filled up with actuvutues la! hahaz, but at the expense of my dear ol' NETS card... died la... spent so so so much money than i could ever have tot of spending in like one week?!?!? omg... and i stil have the rest of the month to think about-.- super dead!!!

went to seoul garden to have dinner with my class on thursday because it was MARKING DAY FOR US!! NO SCHOOL!! WHEEEE~~~ so happy!! hahaz time for some more class bonding u see! lol. butttttt.... it was a damn expensive class bonding session laaa~~ i will nvr go seoul garden nvr again in my entire life!! damn, 23 BUCKS!! LIKE WTH??? in one night just for one dinner and i ate basically ONE type of food... chicken, dipped in different sauces-.-... si bei du lan... arghhh shld have eaten something less ex la! oh man.. hahaz but anyway had fun la~ all of us were like the loudest group over there la! hahaz making the most noises one=) wad's worse is when the climax is reached!! it all started with jun xiong they all discussing about something related to physics--- THE CRUSH AN EGG WITH YUR PALM EXPERIMENT! bleghx, yun jie the pro guy went on to try it. but i think he tried it the wrong way cos u are not supposed to be able to crush an egg with oni the palm. think he used the fingers and everything la. then jun xiong who was beside him said " HEY I HEARD A CRACK!!!", but the next instant, yun jie gave tt triumphant look and squeezed even harder------------ and it was matrix! everyone saw the egg yolk shoot out from yun jie's enclosed palm like ash spouting out from a volcano and all of us siamed it like the egg yolk will kill us! and the worst thing is part of the yolk landed on a malay lady sitting at the table next to yun jie's. and whao her bf gave us tt look with the intent to kill hahaz! ooops, yj accidentally destroyed someone's date... bleghx. moreover, the lightbulb above yj's table started to burn... LITERALLY BURN! smoke was like coming out from the bulb itself la! OH MY GOD! lol seriously a disastrous outing!! hahaz but FUN!!=DD went on to play at the arcade after tt horrible dinner lol!

then today is the open day! wahaha~~ open day is ok la, quite boring since there isnt many ppl who would wanna come and visit our dear chinese dance booth. like how can chinese dance attract people when our society is limited to oni chinese dance la! bleghx. anyway most of those who came were girls la. it's a miracle that 1 guy came and wrote his name la! hahaz pro-ness! wonder if it was a dare from his frens, tho an chi they all say he looks quite serious! hmm interesting! haha, the rest of the time was spent toking cock and runnign around and wasting time. like how an chi wrote a crap name in the list---- lily lee li li who has dancing experience as a bartop dancer and lin rui writing yugioh yang guo-.- alamak! hahaz so crap la! haha! and we saw sc's "BEST" partner!!!! the one who made him tear his shoulder!!! LOL AND SHE CAME AND LEFT HER NAME AT THE BOOTH LA!! HAHA! sc was like so petrified!! LOL~~ and of cos we were harrassing peckying when ys kept using sc's phone to take sneakshots of peckying who was sitting opposite our booth facing us! haha! DAMN CORNY LA! he was like a paparazzi la! PRO-NESS! haha until peckying abit angry and walked away=\ oooooops. after the whole thing, the ex-rv dance ppl, me lr ys sc wz jas and jojo went curry wok to have our lunch at nearly 4 la! pathetic man. OH and da-su was with us! =D had sucha crappy time shooting each other down there la! we were like on automatic modes, just ramming each other with "bullets" where me and sc tio the most-.- hahaz but fun la! =D then we went to IMM daiso to buy stuff! actually is only me la, but they all accompany meee, awwwww so nice frens yea? hahahaz mo4 chi3 nan2 wang4! lol~~ ok tired le, one whole day out, tomolo still gotta go all the way to tao payoh to do pw-.- haiz i shall retire now and go sleep=D NITEX~

bothered

2005-10-09T19:57:00.000+08:00

gosh.. all of a sudden im feeling so bothered once again. shld i or shld i not...? bleghx

Post promos

2005-10-07T17:43:00.000+08:00

whew~ post promos~~~=D went back to sch early again today dunno for wad sia. with no racket but wanted to play badminton with kayhow they all???? mental~ lol. wad a torture la had to force myself off the bed this morn!! hahaz but nvm had fun with them!=D after which went out with wz shunting xiuyi to bugis. yea, 3 girls and a guy-.- sad case la, hahaz. sat and rotted and chatted at yoshinoya until jasmine came along~~ but she damn sianed diao, and as frens we could do nothing much to cheer her up... all cos of stupid promos.booo to promos la! jas dun sad yea? wont get retained one... dun think so much at least for now la?=) -haiz other than this dunno wad else to say le...- i am so loser fren...=(

PROMOS OVER

2005-10-06T20:28:00.000+08:00

ok physics paper was a flop, not tt i din study or wad... just tt the questions ar... seriously la... study oso no point one-.- ok so dun tok bout tt le.
today is the last day! lets not care bout how i fare!=D played soccer with my class guys today after exam! FUN! had lotsa fun!!! HAHHAZ after which went to watc into the blue which was oso very nice! jessica alba leh! hahaz no joke man=D putting tt aside, the plot is oso not bad la hahaz. they taught us one racist thing tho lol=P ppl shld all go watch it=)

2nd day of promos

2005-10-04T16:41:00.000+08:00

today... i can oni shake my head hard... im practically pawned upside inside out... haiz... just hope i can squeeze out an E overall for promotion criteria... if not... hi to year 1 again... and plus tomolo physics... dont wanna think of the possible consequences... dun dare to think... haiz...

1st day of promos

2005-10-03T13:26:00.000+08:00

wahaha today is the first day of maths~~ was quite scared bout it since i din really study much yesterday night! been watching television since 7 pm to 11 pm!!! LOL! reach sch le saw everyone taking out their notes and revising except for me, who was slacking away listening to my mp3 like nth is going on. but in fact im damn nervous bout it.bleghx. but after the exam, tho mentally drained, i was happy! those who wished me luck really brought me luck!=DD thanks to all who wished me luck! i can pass my maths!! wahahaz, blanks here and there, adding up to 27 marks gone at least, but it wont go into a failure!! yesh! one target down, 3 more to go!~! ad its freedom wahahaz~ hmm who shld i thank?? ehhh.. got linrui ar, nuanting ar, yuman ar, and some i dunno who they are cos i nvr save their phone numbers.=P their gd luck msgs wahahaz. oh and melody for wishing me luck this morn wahaha! thanks for all the luck!!=DD hope i will be lucky tomolo=\ chem and econs... i pre-visioned a storm coming.... oh no............. hahaz

1 more day to promo

2005-10-02T15:55:00.000+08:00

man, now is 3.56pm on my handphone clock. sunny weather outside, perfect day to be out with frens slacking. but cant... less than 24hrs to maths paper le... hm.. but aint studying maths now anyway.. haiz.. am just trying to study to get a pass... to keep my mind off some things. but i guess i cant do it ba. it just lingers around in my head...=( maybe its some time this blog shld go down le... doubt anyone would wanna contniue reading this kind of boring stuff bah.. compare it with other ppl's... mine is so depressing, so boring. made this blog sound like everyday is just a routine of depression. bah~ or maybe tt's the way i am le.. and no one likes it. bleghx, wad am i toking abt. its all getting senseless. im making no sense anymore. maybe i shld just live in solitary... shoo-ed off... bleghx, wad am i toking abt again -.-" ...study la study la.

2 mroe days to promos

2005-10-01T18:17:00.000+08:00

ok... its two more days to promos... guess i shldnt be thinking of anything else now... shld just concentrate on my promos bah=\ sometimes its just hard to convince oneself tt he/she can do it... it just seems so hard. not because one has any excuses or wad, but its just... hard. nth else to describe le. nnvm. study.

3 more days to promos

2005-09-30T18:04:00.000+08:00

wah... there are 3 more days left to promos... buuup buuup... heart just thumps at the thought of the papers coming in front of my face and i dunno how to start doing... especially for econs and chem and physics... the kind of fear faced... oh my... how will i fare...? bleghx... lets just continue the countdown bah... =
looking on the bright side, tt's 6 more days to freedom!! ahhhhh~~ that yearn for freedom is so huge!! whahahaz=DD cross my fingers that i will pass promos!!! >.<
and i really mean PASS promos oni... not do well=|

i hope wad i inferred is wrong... but its like so straight to me... so direct... does it have to become like tt? is there even no room to be frens? wad did i do to deserve this?

countdown to promos...

2005-09-29T16:47:00.000+08:00

desperately getting econs into my small brain now... really desperate... and it goes perfectly well with a headache... someone pls give me the strength to just hold in there for one more week!!

-and counting again...-

i have a dream!~~!

2005-09-27T18:38:00.000+08:00

suddenly have the urge to sing these two songs LOL~ tho my singing sux la~ but luckily no one can hear! well imagine me singing la~=PpP hope u all dun puke tho haha!

song 1: "flying without wings"

Everybody's looking for that something
One thing that makes it all complete
You'll find it in the strangest places
Places you never knew it could be

Some find it in the face of their children
Some find it in their lover's eyes
Who can deny the joy it brings
When you've found that special thing
You're flying without wings

Some find it sharing every morning
Some in their solitary lives
You'll find it in the words of others
A simple line can make you laugh or cry

You'll find it in the deepest friendship
The kind you cherish all your life
And when you know how much that means
You've found that special thing
You're flying without wings

So, impossible as they may seem
You've got to fight for every dream
Cos who's to know which one you let go
Would have made you complete

Well, for me it's waking up beside you
To watch the sunrise on your face
To know that I can say I love you
In any given time or place

It's little things that only I know
Those are the things that make you mine
And it's like flying without wings
Cos you're my special thing
I'm flying without wings

And you're the place my life begins
And you'll be where it ends

I'm flying without wings
And that's the joy you bring
I'm flying without wings

song 2: "I have a dream"

I have a dream, a song to sing
To help me cope with anything
If you see the wonder of a fairy tale
You can take the future even if you fail
I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me
I'll cross the stream - I have a dream

I have a dream, a fantasy
To help me through reality
And my destination makes it worth the while
Pushing through the darkness still another mile
I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me
I'll cross the stream - I have a dream
I'll cross the stream - I have a dream

I hae a dream, a song to sing
To help me cope with anything
If you see the wonder of a fairy tale
You can take the future even if you fail
I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me
I'll cross the stream - I have a dream
I'll cross the stream - I have a dream

wheeee~ nice songs!=]

happy birthday kendrick

2005-09-26T18:07:00.000+08:00

ok today's my birthday! but was feeling very very tired laaa... slept too late the night before=\ reached sch at 7 to attend ms jasmine lau's invitation to eat a birthday cake tt was meant for me sc and ys=)) okie tt was nice! hahaz thanks for all who came! inlcuding wz jas lr jessica silvia and melody=) hahaz thanks~ oh and also must thank my wonderful classmates!! hahaz thanks xm kh jx nd and peeps who brought me those two cute little things yea? haaz i really liked tt! esp the sec one!!=PpPp hahaz!! but today is sucha slack day la!! OMG wasted so many hrs in sch just to wait until 2.50pm for a chem spa-.- when others all went home at 12+ alr='((
so sad='((( oh yea and thanks again wz=D hahaz for tt "present"=PpP
-okie i shall be happy today~! shall not think of negative stuff to spoil it!=)-

hse warming at jestyn's hse

2005-09-25T19:10:00.000+08:00

ok today totally wasted whole day outside i must say=\ nvr study anything at all!! died le la... i haben even started on econs... and econs is so so heavy... so many content and formats to know... sigh...-.- physics oso... bleghx... argh lets not think bout it anymore bleghx...

well went to jestyn's new hse for house warming! wahaha was late by 20 mins! oops left the hse late lol! anyway met with kh xm nd jx at tao payoh station b4 jestyn fetch us to his hse together with justin hanyang and his junior junyong=) his hse is so near to the MRT la! its like just below is hse-.- so conveninent la! plus the shopping centre is just beside his hse!! grrr envy! and his room is so so nice! hahaz i like the bed!=D floor style! din stay for long inside his new hse tho, we had lunch and decided to go play lan since there wasnt anything much we can do in his new hse tgt with so many of his other relatives who came to hse warming! nine of us went to dhoby ghaut to play LAN! wahahaz played 2 rnds of dota straight for 3 hrs and for 4.80 dollars oni! cheap cheap! very funny cos we were like screaming inside the lan shop, and we were like the ONLY ones shouting at the top of our voices=X lucklily we sitting at the end of the shop, if not i think all the ppl there will get pissed off and get gangsters to wallop us alr~ lol! nice day i had today with my frens! quality time spent! but errr.. promos... oh my...

-well.. tomolo's the day for me... but... how will i feel...?-

GP EXAM DAY!!!!

2005-09-23T19:37:00.000+08:00

OKIE TODAY IS OFFICICALLY THE START OF EXAM!!! GP(general paper)~~
well, suppoosed to have GP paper today at erm 2.30pm? but guess wad i reached school at 8.30am!!=D to muggggggg~~~ if i had stayed at home ar... disastrous effect lol~ anyway, mugged maths in sch=) so proud of myself can do quite a handful of the questions=) i pray it would be the same for promos, since i was doing 2003 promo paper for maths=) prays hard >.
GP PAPER !! essay writing was a flop la omg... cant believe wad i chose to write-.-... we had a total of like 10 questions to choose from and well tho most of the questions are hardddd... but i guess i chose one of the hardest!!! TAP!!! my topic was ' "to live is the rarest thing in the world. most people exist; that's all"(Oscar Wilde) How far is this true in today's world?' OMG!! i began writing after hovering arnd whether to write qs 3 or qs 4, and i tot i could confidently handle this question... but as i continued writing... i realised something grave... ... i have started to lose track of wad i am supposed to write... but tt was already when i had like no time left to rewrite the whole essay... ended up praying and trying to cock up a stupid conclusion... how dead can i get la! haiz.. of all thw questions i chose sucha philosophical question when im not even confucius! omfg... arghhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!! SCREWED! then was paper 2... compre... not any better!!! din even know wad i was answering la! haiz... that is the end le la... hope i dun do tooooo badly=X

-4th consecutive day... and counting...-

GP exam!

2005-09-22T20:45:00.000+08:00

well... tomolo is the GP exam!!! OMG!! i dun wanna flop!!!!!!! argh~~~ STRESSED!=\ =(

-3rd consecutive day... and counting... but hope not! cross my fingers!!=(-

restlessness

2005-09-21T22:13:00.000+08:00

man... what is this restlessness im feeling at this point of time while im penning this down. blasted internet drove me nuts for 1hr. tried by reinstalling umpteen times, wasted time trying to restart com, hoping it would just connect and let me use the net. but it wouldnt cooperate. damn it... luckily managed to get it thru after 1hr, if not i will not be able to sleep at all later tonight... phew... hope the connection dun snap again or my patience will-.-

birthday is nearing... but i dun seem to feel any happy abt it... its just like any other normal day bah... man... how can i feel anyting happy when the following week is promos??? just cant lift the spirits up la. haben even celebrated my birthday since i was dunno how young.... those days... haiz.. now no time la... forget it...

blast it... why is all this moodiness getting into me again? argh no!!! cannot!! grrr.. balloon expanding again, but this time rnd, seriously cant find any reasons to explain it.. it is just expanding on its own! suffocating...

i have questions up in my head, but i guess i will nvr be able to find the answers i want, not for now, not later, never will i i guess... or will i?